Sunday, July 29, 2018

Layers







People are like onions



They grow in the land from a small bulb



And as time passes by, the layers grow in size and number



The outer shell is the most rigid, the most rugged, the most touched and the most insensitive to being touched




To be able to be used, one has to open it, starting with the first layer



After it is removed, the next layers are softer, more mellow, that bring tears to the eyes as you shed them



And as those layers are taken, the onion ceases to be so big and unmanageable, becoming easier to grasp and handle



As for what has been shed, they are still good enough to be used in pan, sprinkled in oil heated up until they are caramelized and ready to be used in your everyday dishes



The bad thing, if you consider it as such, is that the onion will not return to its original shape if you stick them together





You may try but you never will





But then... who likes onions...










No contact zone






From time to time, I scour amongst those that call themselves slaves or that seem to enjoy being bound, in body or in mind



I check their desires, their fears, their objectives



I identify patterns of behaviors, trends and interests



And in all that, I check those that fit my requirements, those that I see promise if I were to take them



I then ignore them and return to my everyday activities





You might ask



Why do I take that much effort in prospecting and not make a pass at my prospective slaves to be




Well it is the first leap of faith



If you are not even able to make a cruise, to send a message, I don't see how you will get the strength to do a thousand kilometers to be taken by me




The decision should be yours




I am asking for someone to come to lose all control over himself and to give that control to me




It is my place to help you in the decision and not make that for you




I am there to open and clear the path, but it is you that has to walk it



The first step is yours



It is your right, your privilege and your obligation as a slave to choose the one you are going to serve, to whom you will give all that you are and become all that he wants you to be





Show me your resolution, the strength that you have within, the size of the desire that has grown inside you and the one you want to share with me





Everything has to start somewhere



And now you know where









From A to B





A: I am not a slave



B: I am not asking you to be one


That has to be your own choice to make




A: But I want to be with you and enjoy what you have to offer



B: Then you will have to be one for the duration of one contract




A: But I am submissive and not a slave



B: Have you tried it and more importantly, have you tried it with me




A: I haven't, but I have been with others and I didn't enjoy it



B: As I have tried it with other supposed slaves in the past and didn't enjoy it as well, but I still continue taking new slaves and giving them a chance


What doesn't work with one, can work with another, if you are open to it




A: Why would it work with you



B: I don't know


You will have to read the blog as well as the book, ask the questions in your mind until you feel I can be what you seek




A: Can you give me a summary of what you offer that is different of what others do



B: Yes, this blog and the book exist for that purpose


They summarize what I offer, what I do and the reasoning behind that


See if you can find someone else capable of doing so in a coherent and constructive way


Evaluate what you read and make your choice




A: But it is too much to read and I don't have the time



B: As you evaluate me by my words, I evaluate you by your reactions at my words


Lazy is a word that comes to me quite easily


If you aren't even able to read and let my simple words work it's magic in your mind, I doubt that you might be a good choice for me




A: But what I want is sex with a top in gear



B: Then you will easily find someone else that can entertain you


And you won't need to make 3000km to get it


The question should be, why do you keep seeking out other people and are even considering someone this far from you


My guess is that something is missing from what you have been experiencing up to this point and my offer seems to provide you with more than you have found up to this moment




A: But you sound so serious in what you do



B: If you prefer finishing up in an hospital or with a disease to take home, then you can find a more playful guy out there


If I were in your shoes, I would ask and in fact demand that the one that takes me is serious about what he does


But being serious does mean that I don't laugh, smile or care for my slaves




A: Isn't being a slave just being stripped naked, chained, beaten and raped all day long



B: For some perhaps, but my way does not work in that fashion


For a first, it would get boring and tiresome


I am not excited by birds in cages


I prefer interaction at a deeper level, and to lock you up without chains, but with your own desires




A: Isn't that something like sex



B: It contains the same ingredients, but it is deeper and more meaningful than that


For more on that continue reading the blog or read the book




A: What do you do with your slaves



B: There is a keyword list on my recon profile


That is what I do





A: There are many items that I don't know what they are or that I don't want to do




B: My game is a challenging one and my challenges are in my keywords


I play around them and I can find something to show you that will bring out the slave within you


Being a slave means being bound in fresh and unbound in mind


If it presents a problem, then there is a challenge within that should be explored bit by bit, until you can be comfortable with that in the future


The steps may be big or small, according to your stage, but one that I want to explore in you


There are restrictions that apply due to your normal life that I can accept ( the shaving part is usually the most frequent complain), but as for the rest I consider most of them mandatory


My game is offered as such


If you feel the need to bargain, either you have something to offer that I can find valuable or my interest will be lost rather easily




A: Do you accept anyone as a slave



B: Yes, if you have a hundred thousand euros to pay up (kidding)


I don't do this for money, or for fame


My time is limited, so I have listed the minimum requirements that will let me accept you


Of course just that is not enough


Three things are needed if you are to come


a) you have to physically be what I want (requirements list)


b) play the game as I like to play (keyword list)


c) show me that you are a man and not an animal, with good table manners, intelligent enough to know what you are doing, why you are doing it and with an open mind to events and possibilities


Another restriction is, if you are owned, your Master has to solicit me first before applying




A: Your list does not have all the items that I like to play with



B: If you are able to please me properly, I can do one more trick or two




A: But I need it to play, specially poppers



B: As I said before, if you already serve a Master, he has to ask me


If he has a given name, such as John, Mary or Joseph for instance, he can address me


If his name is drugs, tobacco, alcohol, poppers or some other common name to which you bend to, then you can't come as they do not have the ability to speak


If you cease to be a slave to them, I may consider your application




A: Can a session happen immediately after talking to you



B: There are occasions when I may be open to it, but usually things are set weeks in advance




A: Can I get a chance to sample it before taking a contract



B: I am not in the cake business, so no free samples


You want to try it, then start with the smaller weekend contract




A: Can I skip all those contracts and go straight to the permanent one



B: Permanent contracts are not jokes to be done on whims


Only those that have finished their trainings with me are entitled to talk about it to me


All the rest are immediately discarded




A: And if after I am with you I discover that I like being a slave in your hands and want to go further



B: Then the first step is done and there are more to be taken




A: And if I discover that I don't like it



B: Then you will have learned one more thing about you that you didn't know and that is out of your system for good


Either way I won't measure my success based on your return or not


In the end, it is not a matter of liking or not liking


In many cases it is a matter of needing it


An escape valve to your everyday life, a moment where you can let go of all your facades


A moment to laugh, scream and cry


To feel in your body something that is real and to be with someone in whom you can trust to take you on such a voyage


That seems to be something worth of the trip




A: And if I don't want to go beyond that one contract



B: Then it is done and you and I continue living our lives, each in its separate directions


You don't even have to acknowledge me for what I gave you or even greet me on the street (something very common to happen with portuguese slaves)


Your secret is safe and whatever had to be extracted from the event, happened in that moment in space and time


Our moment in space and time


And the memories will be yours to keep




A: And if afterward I decide to take another Master



B: It is part of your growth as a slave if you do it


I will not chain you to my wall because of that




A: And if I have another Master that I serve and want to go to you



B: Then ask your Master for permission


I don't eat from the bowl of others without asking


That is rude for me and your Master




A: And if I have a family or a non bdsm partner and want to be with you



B: The arrangements in your private life are yours to make


I honestly don't care and don't want to know as I will not provide much information about mine


Being an adult means making choices and accepting consequences


All that I can say is that your secret is safe with me, but I believe in being honest about it, whenever possible




A: Can I trust you to keep my secret



B: Trust is not given


It is earned


All that I can say is that without trust, nothing works


Even with a million toys to play with


But to trust, you have to live an experience where that trust can be put to the test and taken to the limit


I can provide a face, a name, a number and an address when we reach an agreement regarding a possible date


My profile is old and have some recognizing me as known


I could also ask if you are trustable enough for me to let you enter my house and perhaps my life, but it is futile for us both


The only way of knowing is by trying


No way out of that


What works for some may not work for you and vice versa


Read, ask and make your own conclusions


You are doing this for yourself, not for me


The sentence



I want to serve you, Master



starts with you, stating an objective towards an destination


And if I say no, you will direct it towards someone else


It is in you that it all starts


Choose me as your destination, make your objective sound and strong and I may take you up for the journey of a lifetime




Or nor, and you may follow your way





Wanting






We all need a drive to move us forward



The need for more



Quantity or quality



More times, more people, more fucks, more toys, more extreme versus more time, more connection, more exploration, more simplicity





It can be argued that to discover what you want you need to try out all that is offered, seek different partners in crime and experiment to see what works and doesn't work for you



And what does not work, you leave behind and try something new




And I agree




But are you truly living the experience in that moment or just looking ahead to the next event in your mind



It is true that time is short and you have to live while you can, but time is limited either way



You cannot live all in one lifetime



And that is a fact





Life is made of choices




You can choose to jump from stone to stone, barely touching it, or you can walk on it, slowly and step by step



Both will take you to your destination, whatever that may be





True enjoyment comes not just from the arrival but from the journey there



You should move quickly if you are doing something you don't like



You should move slowly if you are enjoying it, savoring every second as it was your last





Fruits grow in the tree without you pointing and shouting at it


All you have to do is give it time and care and they will grow on its own




What you have to do is wait



When you find a good tree





What makes a good tree, you might ask



It is not only the fruit



But it is the shape, the smell and the shade it can provide when you lean over it, that makes you feel good and at home, even when you are not biting the fruit





The fruit only lasts for a season



The tree can last a lifetime





You can jump from tree to tree, trying every fruit, if they exist



But the more you pick, the more you will be picky



And no fruit will taste good for you





And if after all that effort to choose, you can finally choose the one you like best



Someone will be there under the shade







Make the best possible choice




That is what I want from you