Sunday, June 30, 2013

Life in the cage


You are lost


You come from a place unknown and you go to a place unknown

You have no way of knowing where it is and you have no point of reference to know where to return to


Everything you look at looks the same


You see cages

You see shadows

You see cages with shadows


You see your new home



You have lost

You have lost all that you had before


All that you enjoyed

All that you cherished

All that you hated


All that made you move forward

All that made you slow down



You take nothing with you

Nothing will be needed

Ever



You enter the cage


You enter it alone

You are naked

In body and mind



A hand pushes you forward

A door closes behind you

The sound fills your ears and mind

Until is subsides and disappears



You are indeed lost



You occupy a dark space

Empty

Lifeless


There is nothing to keep you company

Except shadows

Empty faces

Mouths that talk but say nothing

Bodies cold to the touch and to the heart



And here you are

A shadow among shadows

A shadow of what you were



Shadows keep you company

They have no form

Have no desires, nothing to look forward to


They have lost all

They have lost hope

Hope in finding freedom

Hope in having a new beginning

Hope in returning to a time that will not return


The shadows walk around, looking but not looking, touching but not feeling, sharing with nothing to share

They are as empty as the space they occupy



As you stay inside the cage you feel yourself fading

Time passes by and eats you


It hurts

A pain you cannot make go away

A pain without wound
 

But it bleeds

Inside



You choose to fight it



To feel the time you scratch the wall

Making time yours by looking at it


But time continues to pass

The markings never stopping

The pain never subsiding


From the shadows come whispered words you do not like

Words to open the mortal wound

Words to take the last beats from your heart


You have no place to return to

This is your home


You are one of us


You push the shadows away

Fighting them

Trying to grab the air where they are



You are truly lost



In this cage I find you, waiving your hands, naked, lost and insane

A caged beast

Fighting to survive

To survive the meaningless that has fallen over you

The meaningless you became


A shadow



It is from this cage I pick you from

Cold

Naked


Feeling the last beats of your failing heart

With nothing to hold on to



I place my chain around your neck

To lock you up

To mark you as mine


To set you free






Friday, June 28, 2013

Dualities I - A slave's point of view


This post is part of a pair

One dedicated to each player of this game


Both worlds apart, but at the same time together

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Bondage versus slave play



Some slaves say that they like being bound but they do not like to serve someone

Some slaves like to serve but have no desire for being bound


For the first part

Bondage without servitude


To be bound demands trust. You have to trust the one who binds you to take you to the ecstasy of confinement. The total surrender you cannot run away from.


For you to achieve pleasure the one that ties you must know you and the ropes that will bind you

He must be a master in what he does


To get what you want you have to accept that you will have to allow him to take you and leave you helpless

You have to submit


You may not call it that but that is what it is


You are a slave to your Master

It is only the desire of the Master not to take you further


Bondage enforces surrender with ties

Slave play enforces surrender with will


Both tie body and mind

If you accept the ties then you have already submitted to His will


If you surrender you are a slave

And you are doing slave play



For the second part

Servitude without bondage



Some slaves say that they like to serve but do not want to be bound

They say that it is not needed as they state that they already serve with all their heart so no binds are required


To be a slave means that you accept that you serve.

That you accept that you are to lose all control over your life and fill your Master's desires


If you serve your Master then why are you imposing a limit to Him

If you cannot surrender then you are not serving Him

To serve you have to accept that all must be lost and that your will means nothing next to your Master's desires


Let yourself go and serve


Become all that you can

A slave in your Master's hands







Friday, June 21, 2013

The value of a contract


First the basics

What is a contract


Transcribing from Wikipedia, it states the following

A contract is an agreement having a lawful object entered into voluntarily by two or more parties, each of whom intends to create one or more legal obligations between them. The elements of a contract are "offer" and "acceptance" by "competent persons" having legal capacity who exchange "consideration" to create "mutuality of obligation."


 
The value of the contract varies from person to person

To some it is not more than paper with words written in it, just like a diamond is nothing more than a shiny stone


Upon signing it both parties accept the terms under which the contract was written and accept the consequences of their actions


In the end, a contract is made up of words

But these are more than just words on a paper


A slave contract is a contract made voluntarily between a Master and a slave, where a slave offers his body and mind to surrender and submit


A slave contract is the embodiment of the will of both Master and slave

Each word gains a stronger meaning as flesh is touched and minds are connected in pleasure and pain





 
The contract has many purposes, each one more important than the other


The first is symbolic

Important tasks deserve attention and reverence

A new bond is about to be forged. A bond beyond friendship, courtship, marriage, or agreement you have made or paper you have signed

An acceptance is given for an event to happen that may touch you deeper than anything that you have lived in your life. Where in some cases your life will be played



 
Where all control is lost

Willingly

And taken


These words are worth being written by hand. Word by word. To be understood and embodied

To live by for the duration of the contract



 
The second is remembrance

After the markings on the body are gone, the items used on the slave are cleaned and put in their proper place, a void takes over

Nothing remains from that moment except in the mind



It all seems like a dream in the end

The world takes over and routine settles in again

 
But the contract remains as a testament to what has happened

To what was given and what was taken


The third is commitment

The slave accepts to give up all the roles he plays in his "normal" life

To lose his identity, to deny his abilities and accomplishments

To surrender all emotions and expectations into the hands of someone that will become the most important person of your life

Your Master

 

The Master accepts to spend his time to train the slave

To do his best to shape him in the image of the perfect slave he desires

To focus all his attention in this solemn act

To make something blossom where a desert was


 
All this is a contract


A Slave Contract




A Contract made between you and me


I as your Master. you as My slave





And now it is time for you to pick up the pen and write it for me