A blog dedicated to show different views surrounding the BDSM life, written by a Master and directed towards both slaves and masters.
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Life in the cage
You are lost
You come from a place unknown and you go to a place unknown
You have no way of knowing where it is and you have no point of reference to know where to return to
Everything you look at looks the same
You see cages
You see shadows
You see cages with shadows
You see your new home
You have lost
You have lost all that you had before
All that you enjoyed
All that you cherished
All that you hated
All that made you move forward
All that made you slow down
You take nothing with you
Nothing will be needed
Ever
You enter the cage
You enter it alone
You are naked
In body and mind
A hand pushes you forward
A door closes behind you
The sound fills your ears and mind
Until is subsides and disappears
You are indeed lost
You occupy a dark space
Empty
Lifeless
There is nothing to keep you company
Except shadows
Empty faces
Mouths that talk but say nothing
Bodies cold to the touch and to the heart
And here you are
A shadow among shadows
A shadow of what you were
Shadows keep you company
They have no form
Have no desires, nothing to look forward to
They have lost all
They have lost hope
Hope in finding freedom
Hope in having a new beginning
Hope in returning to a time that will not return
The shadows walk around, looking but not looking, touching but not feeling, sharing with nothing to share
They are as empty as the space they occupy
As you stay inside the cage you feel yourself fading
Time passes by and eats you
It hurts
A pain you cannot make go away
A pain without wound
But it bleeds
Inside
You choose to fight it
To feel the time you scratch the wall
Making time yours by looking at it
But time continues to pass
The markings never stopping
The pain never subsiding
From the shadows come whispered words you do not like
Words to open the mortal wound
Words to take the last beats from your heart
You have no place to return to
This is your home
You are one of us
You push the shadows away
Fighting them
Trying to grab the air where they are
You are truly lost
In this cage I find you, waiving your hands, naked, lost and insane
A caged beast
Fighting to survive
To survive the meaningless that has fallen over you
The meaningless you became
A shadow
It is from this cage I pick you from
Cold
Naked
Feeling the last beats of your failing heart
With nothing to hold on to
I place my chain around your neck
To lock you up
To mark you as mine
To set you free
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