A blog dedicated to show different views surrounding the BDSM life, written by a Master and directed towards both slaves and masters.
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Life in the cage
You are lost
You come from a place unknown and you go to a place unknown
You have no way of knowing where it is and you have no point of reference to know where to return to
Everything you look at looks the same
You see cages
You see shadows
You see cages with shadows
You see your new home
You have lost
You have lost all that you had before
All that you enjoyed
All that you cherished
All that you hated
All that made you move forward
All that made you slow down
You take nothing with you
Nothing will be needed
Ever
You enter the cage
You enter it alone
You are naked
In body and mind
A hand pushes you forward
A door closes behind you
The sound fills your ears and mind
Until is subsides and disappears
You are indeed lost
You occupy a dark space
Empty
Lifeless
There is nothing to keep you company
Except shadows
Empty faces
Mouths that talk but say nothing
Bodies cold to the touch and to the heart
And here you are
A shadow among shadows
A shadow of what you were
Shadows keep you company
They have no form
Have no desires, nothing to look forward to
They have lost all
They have lost hope
Hope in finding freedom
Hope in having a new beginning
Hope in returning to a time that will not return
The shadows walk around, looking but not looking, touching but not feeling, sharing with nothing to share
They are as empty as the space they occupy
As you stay inside the cage you feel yourself fading
Time passes by and eats you
It hurts
A pain you cannot make go away
A pain without wound
But it bleeds
Inside
You choose to fight it
To feel the time you scratch the wall
Making time yours by looking at it
But time continues to pass
The markings never stopping
The pain never subsiding
From the shadows come whispered words you do not like
Words to open the mortal wound
Words to take the last beats from your heart
You have no place to return to
This is your home
You are one of us
You push the shadows away
Fighting them
Trying to grab the air where they are
You are truly lost
In this cage I find you, waiving your hands, naked, lost and insane
A caged beast
Fighting to survive
To survive the meaningless that has fallen over you
The meaningless you became
A shadow
It is from this cage I pick you from
Cold
Naked
Feeling the last beats of your failing heart
With nothing to hold on to
I place my chain around your neck
To lock you up
To mark you as mine
To set you free
Friday, June 28, 2013
Dualities I - A slave's point of view
This post is part of a pair
One dedicated to each player of this game
Both worlds apart, but at the same time together
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Bondage versus slave play
Some slaves say that they like being bound but they do not like to serve someone
Some slaves like to serve but have no desire for being bound
For the first part
Bondage without servitude
To be bound demands trust. You have to trust the one who binds you to take you to the ecstasy of confinement. The total surrender you cannot run away from.
For you to achieve pleasure the one that ties you must know you and the ropes that will bind you
He must be a master in what he does
To get what you want you have to accept that you will have to allow him to take you and leave you helpless
You have to submit
You may not call it that but that is what it is
You are a slave to your Master
It is only the desire of the Master not to take you further
Bondage enforces surrender with ties
Slave play enforces surrender with will
Both tie body and mind
If you accept the ties then you have already submitted to His will
If you surrender you are a slave
And you are doing slave play
For the second part
Servitude without bondage
Some slaves say that they like to serve but do not want to be bound
They say that it is not needed as they state that they already serve with all their heart so no binds are required
To be a slave means that you accept that you serve.
That you accept that you are to lose all control over your life and fill your Master's desires
If you serve your Master then why are you imposing a limit to Him
If you cannot surrender then you are not serving Him
To serve you have to accept that all must be lost and that your will means nothing next to your Master's desires
Let yourself go and serve
Become all that you can
A slave in your Master's hands
Friday, June 21, 2013
The value of a contract
First the basics
What is a contract
Transcribing from Wikipedia, it states the following
A contract is an agreement having a lawful object entered into voluntarily by two or more parties, each of whom intends to create one or more legal obligations between them. The elements of a contract are "offer" and "acceptance" by "competent persons" having legal capacity who exchange "consideration" to create "mutuality of obligation."
The value of the contract varies from person to person
To some it is not more than paper with words written in it, just like a diamond is nothing more than a shiny stone
Upon signing it both parties accept the terms under which the contract was written and accept the consequences of their actions
In the end, a contract is made up of words
But these are more than just words on a paper
A slave contract is a contract made voluntarily between a Master and a slave, where a slave offers his body and mind to surrender and submit
A slave contract is the embodiment of the will of both Master and slave
Each word gains a stronger meaning as flesh is touched and minds are connected in pleasure and pain
The contract has many purposes, each one more important than the other
The first is symbolic
Important tasks deserve attention and reverence
A new bond is about to be forged. A bond beyond friendship, courtship, marriage, or agreement you have made or paper you have signed
An acceptance is given for an event to happen that may touch you deeper than anything that you have lived in your life. Where in some cases your life will be played
Where all control is lost
Willingly
And taken
These words are worth being written by hand. Word by word. To be understood and embodied
To live by for the duration of the contract
The second is remembrance
After the markings on the body are gone, the items used on the slave are cleaned and put in their proper place, a void takes over
Nothing remains from that moment except in the mind
It all seems like a dream in the end
The world takes over and routine settles in again
But the contract remains as a testament to what has happened
To what was given and what was taken
The third is commitment
The slave accepts to give up all the roles he plays in his "normal" life
To lose his identity, to deny his abilities and accomplishments
To surrender all emotions and expectations into the hands of someone that will become the most important person of your life
Your Master
The Master accepts to spend his time to train the slave
To do his best to shape him in the image of the perfect slave he desires
To focus all his attention in this solemn act
To make something blossom where a desert was
All this is a contract
A Slave Contract
A Contract made between you and me
I as your Master. you as My slave
And now it is time for you to pick up the pen and write it for me
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