A blog dedicated to show different views surrounding the BDSM life, written by a Master and directed towards both slaves and masters.
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
To my love
I am here, now by your side and I do so because I want it
I want you
I feel deep inside that the place I want to leave my love is next to you
It is true that a side of me longs to be locked, possessed and treated like the beast I am
But another side longs to love and share
It is that side that I want to give you, fully and unconditionally
The other side I want to keep hidden from you
The side that enjoys pain and torture. That enjoys feeling the cold chains locking it to the wall like the beast it longs to be.
I don't want to soil the love that you may feel for me, dirtying your hands with the burden of taming, something that only one was able to achieve with success to this date
I know that my body is shaped to meet the desires of the one who holds me but my heart is here to fit yours
I know that you will look and see the signs of possession on me
The cage that wraps my cock means nothing as it serves no purpose, either for you or for me
The chain around my neck that will be always there, to prove that the caged animal is under control
But as it holds me down to my Teacher and Master, it is also a commitment to be by your side for as long as you can hold me, close to your body and your warmth
As long as my beast is controlled by him, my heart can belong to you, with only the love and softness of a docile animal, that wants to lose itself at your side
I know it is little what is left for me to give you
My love, my faithfulness, my company and my commitment to you
There will be times when the animal will have to go back to the cage, to be tamed and trained again
But it will always return to you, if you can accept me
I am here for you
Labels:
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BDSM,
Enslavement,
partnership
Wednesday, October 3, 2018
Solitude
In this moment you find yourself bound and restrained but at the same time warm, hugged and accompanied
I am here, together, walking with you in this journey
Here you are, clean, naked, empty
Filled only with the desire to be, to live, to taste
The events of the past have brought you here, to me
And I am here to take you
My hands shape this body to make it mine
Bare of everything, it is ready to be filled with what I desire
And my desire is to make you a slave
To bind your body and your mind to my desire
To make it taste my body and want nothing more
To fill your mind with that wanting
Until it overcomes all doubts, all fears, all barriers
With my hand I will guide your path
And break what stands between us
I am your Master
And you are my slave
There is space for nothing more
As I fill every space and every crack in you
You are mine
You may try to fight it, but there is no escape
And no desire to try to escape
As in each moment that passes I bring you closer to me
And in my warm embrace you will find in me
Your mission, your desire, your dream
Yourself as my slave
With my hand holding the chain
That is placed around your neck
You are mine
Nothing will stand in the way
You are mine
Friday, September 28, 2018
100%
Every hundred years strange phenomenons happen
Planets align in their orbit, making what was once visible as many in the night sky become one to those that observe them
They have become omens of both good fortune as well as messengers of change and destruction, bringing the downfall of civilizations and even mass extinction of all living things
As a mean to appease the gods that are responsible for such deadly fate, prayers have been sung, buildings and other monuments erected, as well as animal and human sacrifices placed in altars for both humans and gods to see
Perhaps from chance or from what was sacrificed in their honor, these events did not all happen and we are here to live and tell the tale
Amongst these phenomenons there is another that amazes and dazzles all
To be 100% ready for anything
We all know that there is and should be preparations to be made for any event
Selecting and preparing the animal to be butchered, setting up the crowd to meet in a specific location at a specific time, dressing up the priests and selecting the knifes that are going to used
But one never knows if the ceremony will go well and both the crowds and the gods will be indeed appeased
If that doesn't happen, everything will end with the world turned to dust
There is no need to be 100%
Perfection is divine
But we are only humans
We are prone to imperfections both in the way we are as in the way we act
No god can hope for such an imperfect being to be able to create anything worthy of divine perfection
What is expected is that the intentions and the faith of those that sacrifice everything for change to happen is strong enough to overcome whatever the gods throw at them, be it a planet alignment, a comet or a mere session
So strip yourself of your doubts as well of your clothing as you surrender into my hands
All that I need of you is for you to be strong enough to take it to the end what you came here for, that you please me with your actions and that you remember that you exist for me alone
And I will answer your prayer
Sunday, July 29, 2018
Layers
People are like onions
They grow in the land from a small bulb
And as time passes by, the layers grow in size and number
The outer shell is the most rigid, the most rugged, the most touched and the most insensitive to being touched
To be able to be used, one has to open it, starting with the first layer
After it is removed, the next layers are softer, more mellow, that bring tears to the eyes as you shed them
And as those layers are taken, the onion ceases to be so big and unmanageable, becoming easier to grasp and handle
As for what has been shed, they are still good enough to be used in pan, sprinkled in oil heated up until they are caramelized and ready to be used in your everyday dishes
The bad thing, if you consider it as such, is that the onion will not return to its original shape if you stick them together
You may try but you never will
But then... who likes onions...
No contact zone
From time to time, I scour amongst those that call themselves slaves or that seem to enjoy being bound, in body or in mind
I check their desires, their fears, their objectives
I identify patterns of behaviors, trends and interests
And in all that, I check those that fit my requirements, those that I see promise if I were to take them
I then ignore them and return to my everyday activities
You might ask
Why do I take that much effort in prospecting and not make a pass at my prospective slaves to be
Well it is the first leap of faith
If you are not even able to make a cruise, to send a message, I don't see how you will get the strength to do a thousand kilometers to be taken by me
The decision should be yours
I am asking for someone to come to lose all control over himself and to give that control to me
It is my place to help you in the decision and not make that for you
I am there to open and clear the path, but it is you that has to walk it
The first step is yours
It is your right, your privilege and your obligation as a slave to choose the one you are going to serve, to whom you will give all that you are and become all that he wants you to be
Show me your resolution, the strength that you have within, the size of the desire that has grown inside you and the one you want to share with me
Everything has to start somewhere
And now you know where
From A to B
A: I am not a slave
B: I am not asking you to be one
That has to be your own choice to make
A: But I want to be with you and enjoy what you have to offer
B: Then you will have to be one for the duration of one contract
A: But I am submissive and not a slave
B: Have you tried it and more importantly, have you tried it with me
A: I haven't, but I have been with others and I didn't enjoy it
B: As I have tried it with other supposed slaves in the past and didn't enjoy it as well, but I still continue taking new slaves and giving them a chance
What doesn't work with one, can work with another, if you are open to it
A: Why would it work with you
B: I don't know
You will have to read the blog as well as the book, ask the questions in your mind until you feel I can be what you seek
A: Can you give me a summary of what you offer that is different of what others do
B: Yes, this blog and the book exist for that purpose
They summarize what I offer, what I do and the reasoning behind that
See if you can find someone else capable of doing so in a coherent and constructive way
Evaluate what you read and make your choice
A: But it is too much to read and I don't have the time
B: As you evaluate me by my words, I evaluate you by your reactions at my words
Lazy is a word that comes to me quite easily
If you aren't even able to read and let my simple words work it's magic in your mind, I doubt that you might be a good choice for me
A: But what I want is sex with a top in gear
B: Then you will easily find someone else that can entertain you
And you won't need to make 3000km to get it
The question should be, why do you keep seeking out other people and are even considering someone this far from you
My guess is that something is missing from what you have been experiencing up to this point and my offer seems to provide you with more than you have found up to this moment
A: But you sound so serious in what you do
B: If you prefer finishing up in an hospital or with a disease to take home, then you can find a more playful guy out there
If I were in your shoes, I would ask and in fact demand that the one that takes me is serious about what he does
But being serious does mean that I don't laugh, smile or care for my slaves
A: Isn't being a slave just being stripped naked, chained, beaten and raped all day long
B: For some perhaps, but my way does not work in that fashion
For a first, it would get boring and tiresome
I am not excited by birds in cages
I prefer interaction at a deeper level, and to lock you up without chains, but with your own desires
A: Isn't that something like sex
B: It contains the same ingredients, but it is deeper and more meaningful than that
For more on that continue reading the blog or read the book
A: What do you do with your slaves
B: There is a keyword list on my recon profile
That is what I do
A: There are many items that I don't know what they are or that I don't want to do
B: My game is a challenging one and my challenges are in my keywords
I play around them and I can find something to show you that will bring out the slave within you
Being a slave means being bound in fresh and unbound in mind
If it presents a problem, then there is a challenge within that should be explored bit by bit, until you can be comfortable with that in the future
The steps may be big or small, according to your stage, but one that I want to explore in you
There are restrictions that apply due to your normal life that I can accept ( the shaving part is usually the most frequent complain), but as for the rest I consider most of them mandatory
My game is offered as such
If you feel the need to bargain, either you have something to offer that I can find valuable or my interest will be lost rather easily
A: Do you accept anyone as a slave
B: Yes, if you have a hundred thousand euros to pay up (kidding)
I don't do this for money, or for fame
My time is limited, so I have listed the minimum requirements that will let me accept you
Of course just that is not enough
Three things are needed if you are to come
a) you have to physically be what I want (requirements list)
b) play the game as I like to play (keyword list)
c) show me that you are a man and not an animal, with good table manners, intelligent enough to know what you are doing, why you are doing it and with an open mind to events and possibilities
Another restriction is, if you are owned, your Master has to solicit me first before applying
A: Your list does not have all the items that I like to play with
B: If you are able to please me properly, I can do one more trick or two
A: But I need it to play, specially poppers
B: As I said before, if you already serve a Master, he has to ask me
If he has a given name, such as John, Mary or Joseph for instance, he can address me
If his name is drugs, tobacco, alcohol, poppers or some other common name to which you bend to, then you can't come as they do not have the ability to speak
If you cease to be a slave to them, I may consider your application
A: Can a session happen immediately after talking to you
B: There are occasions when I may be open to it, but usually things are set weeks in advance
A: Can I get a chance to sample it before taking a contract
B: I am not in the cake business, so no free samples
You want to try it, then start with the smaller weekend contract
A: Can I skip all those contracts and go straight to the permanent one
B: Permanent contracts are not jokes to be done on whims
Only those that have finished their trainings with me are entitled to talk about it to me
All the rest are immediately discarded
A: And if after I am with you I discover that I like being a slave in your hands and want to go further
B: Then the first step is done and there are more to be taken
A: And if I discover that I don't like it
B: Then you will have learned one more thing about you that you didn't know and that is out of your system for good
Either way I won't measure my success based on your return or not
In the end, it is not a matter of liking or not liking
In many cases it is a matter of needing it
An escape valve to your everyday life, a moment where you can let go of all your facades
A moment to laugh, scream and cry
To feel in your body something that is real and to be with someone in whom you can trust to take you on such a voyage
That seems to be something worth of the trip
A: And if I don't want to go beyond that one contract
B: Then it is done and you and I continue living our lives, each in its separate directions
You don't even have to acknowledge me for what I gave you or even greet me on the street (something very common to happen with portuguese slaves)
Your secret is safe and whatever had to be extracted from the event, happened in that moment in space and time
Our moment in space and time
And the memories will be yours to keep
A: And if afterward I decide to take another Master
B: It is part of your growth as a slave if you do it
I will not chain you to my wall because of that
A: And if I have another Master that I serve and want to go to you
B: Then ask your Master for permission
I don't eat from the bowl of others without asking
That is rude for me and your Master
A: And if I have a family or a non bdsm partner and want to be with you
B: The arrangements in your private life are yours to make
I honestly don't care and don't want to know as I will not provide much information about mine
Being an adult means making choices and accepting consequences
All that I can say is that your secret is safe with me, but I believe in being honest about it, whenever possible
A: Can I trust you to keep my secret
B: Trust is not given
It is earned
All that I can say is that without trust, nothing works
Even with a million toys to play with
But to trust, you have to live an experience where that trust can be put to the test and taken to the limit
I can provide a face, a name, a number and an address when we reach an agreement regarding a possible date
My profile is old and have some recognizing me as known
I could also ask if you are trustable enough for me to let you enter my house and perhaps my life, but it is futile for us both
The only way of knowing is by trying
No way out of that
What works for some may not work for you and vice versa
Read, ask and make your own conclusions
You are doing this for yourself, not for me
The sentence
I want to serve you, Master
starts with you, stating an objective towards an destination
And if I say no, you will direct it towards someone else
It is in you that it all starts
Choose me as your destination, make your objective sound and strong and I may take you up for the journey of a lifetime
Or nor, and you may follow your way
Wanting
We all need a drive to move us forward
The need for more
Quantity or quality
More times, more people, more fucks, more toys, more extreme versus more time, more connection, more exploration, more simplicity
It can be argued that to discover what you want you need to try out all that is offered, seek different partners in crime and experiment to see what works and doesn't work for you
And what does not work, you leave behind and try something new
And I agree
But are you truly living the experience in that moment or just looking ahead to the next event in your mind
It is true that time is short and you have to live while you can, but time is limited either way
You cannot live all in one lifetime
And that is a fact
Life is made of choices
You can choose to jump from stone to stone, barely touching it, or you can walk on it, slowly and step by step
Both will take you to your destination, whatever that may be
True enjoyment comes not just from the arrival but from the journey there
You should move quickly if you are doing something you don't like
You should move slowly if you are enjoying it, savoring every second as it was your last
Fruits grow in the tree without you pointing and shouting at it
All you have to do is give it time and care and they will grow on its own
What you have to do is wait
When you find a good tree
What makes a good tree, you might ask
It is not only the fruit
But it is the shape, the smell and the shade it can provide when you lean over it, that makes you feel good and at home, even when you are not biting the fruit
The fruit only lasts for a season
The tree can last a lifetime
You can jump from tree to tree, trying every fruit, if they exist
But the more you pick, the more you will be picky
And no fruit will taste good for you
And if after all that effort to choose, you can finally choose the one you like best
Someone will be there under the shade
Make the best possible choice
That is what I want from you
Sunday, April 29, 2018
Scale
Clean body
Patient
Committed
Assertive
Coherent
Knowledgeable
Open
Dirty body
Impatient
Slacker
Frugal
Incoherent
Lazy
Closed
Free for all
Things exist as they are
You have your own identity, history and wishes that you desire to fulfil
As for me, my menu and the way I do it are part of the "me" in this scenario
I do this game not for the notches of the number of slaves that come, but for the challenges they have to offer me and the enjoyment I can get out of doing it
I have nothing to win in taking you
It is you who has most to benefit from doing it
My game, my terms, as follows
For those coming from afar to be trained
http://vbogus.guru/2012/12/my-place-as-master.html
http://vbogus.guru/2013/01/a-new-path-my-offer.html
http://vbogus.guru/2013/03/slave-contract-for-foreign-slaves.html
http://vbogus.guru/2014/12/the-menu-explained.html
http://vbogus.guru/2016/12/the-half-empty-experience.html
If after reading these posts you expect to make me bend my own rules just to accommodate your needs, them be prepared offer me something of worth for the time and patience I will have to spend with you
You may consider me arrogant for saying this straight out, but as you are entitled to your views I am entitled to mine and only if both views converge will I have you
As a starting point your value to me is zero, even if you look pretty and available
The more constraints you set on any meeting, the less interest I will have in taking you
The more you deviate on what I seek, the less interest I have in taking you
The less informed you come to me (not reading what I expect of you), the less interest I have in taking you
If you come with the idea of "I want just to try out a short session without any compromise on my end", even less interest I have in taking you
My goal is long-term more than just a fluke, with the minimum training period what I have already written
That period is a term of commitment on you to learn enough of what it means to be a slave in my hands
I will not take children, small or big ones
I take Men
Strong, resilient, assertive and highly motivated, capable of enduring any task to the end, liking it or not
As you will only understand what happens when the lesson ends and you have time to digest all that you saw and felt
And not before that
If you enjoy it or not is not my concern
My only concern is for your safety and that you learn all that you can while you are with me, as further events may never happen again
The offer is not for an drug&sex orgy, a dress-up party, or a sightseeing trip
I am and will be the main event, with you being my stage
Where you will be scraped to the point of shining so bright as the sun itself
And you will lose yourself looking at what you became in that moment
It is not something for the faint of heart or for a quick hasty decision
Some things take time to happen
My training is one of them (yes, not into the usual "available, want it now", as for that question the answer will always invariably be a polite "no, not interested")
To help you with some of the questions you may have, I have made a small Q&A that can provide some of the answers you seek
If it is worth it or not it is up to you to decide, reading this blog and my book, asking, re-reading, re-asking, re-re-reading, re-re-asking until you are sure this is what you want
I am a patient and reachable Master, so feel free to talk and explain the doubts that remain in your mind
I do not discriminate with age, sexual preferences, race, experience or health status
But never forget my own goals
You are free to play your game, but you come to play mine
Think and act as such
And you will get my attention
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