To my love

I am here, now by your side and I do so because I want it




I want you




I feel deep inside that the place I want to leave my love is next to you



It is true that a side of me longs to be locked, possessed and treated like the beast I am


But another side longs to love and share



It is that side that I want to give you, fully and unconditionally


The other side I want to keep hidden from you


The side that enjoys pain and torture. That enjoys feeling the cold chains locking it to the wall like the beast it longs to be.


I don't want to soil the love that you may feel for me, dirtying your hands with the burden of taming, something that only one was able to achieve with success to this date



I know that my body is shaped to meet the desires of the one who holds me but my heart is here to fit yours



I know that you will look and see the signs of possession on me


The cage that wraps my cock means nothing as it serves no purpose, either for you or for me


The chain around my neck that will be always there, to prove that the caged animal is under control



But as it holds me down to my Teacher and Master, it is also a commitment to be by your side for as long as you can hold me, close to your body and your warmth


As long as my beast is controlled by him, my heart can belong to you, with only the love and softness of a docile animal, that wants to lose itself at your side



I know it is little what is left for me to give you



My love, my faithfulness, my company and my commitment to you



There will be times when the animal will have to go back to the cage, to be tamed and trained again



But it will always return to you, if you can accept me



I am here for you

Jack in the Box

On the backyard of my Master's home


Lies a special place for slaves like me




The reward of the ones who won the tests and trials


Of those with no place to return to


Of those that are now called His




It is an arid place


Soulless and bare


There is no sound, light or motion


A resting place for me to be




There is the darkness


There is myself


Darkness facing darkness


Both trying to chain me




When the light overcame the darkness


I became free


Free to take the life


That my Master bestows upon me




There is nothing to keep me warm


But I feel warm inside


My body naked and chained


Hugged in the embrace of my Master's will




The Box is my sweetest dream


And is also my worst nightmare


It is the place where I have nothing


But it is the place where I have so much




It is both my crib


As it is is my coffin


It is the place where I died to the world


And the place where I was born for Him




In the Box I faced the pain


The torture and the discomfort


But it is where I found true happiness


And the place where I am to be




In the Box I have floated


Clung only to my Master's words


Lost in time and space


Lost but never alone




It is the place where I sleep


It is the place where I became awake


It is the place that I now call home





Thank you my Master

Package delivered

At my Master's command I arrive as instructed

The date and time was scheduled

I travel light as requested. I bring no luggage either for the body or for the mind


I come to be taken. I come to be taught. I come to become His slave

I am scared

I come guided by faith. My faith in Him. My faith in my choices

I come to be put to the test

I believe. I have to. I believe this is right

I trust. Nothing is gained without trust, without surrender

I come to surrender myself to Him. I come to give Him my trust

I arrive at my destination by airplane. He will be waiting for me at the gate and from the moment I see Him I will be his to command. No doubts should be in my mind by then


The airplane touches the floor. I arrive in my final destination

I leave the plane and walk my way to the gate

One last breath of this false freedom I live. Free but bound to the desire to be someones property, devoid of will except for the will to serve


That will happen today


The gate opens. Among the crowd I see a face that is familiar. I see Him. He looks like a normal guy. Nothing to make him apart from the rest

Doubts float my mind. The choice to quit comes to mind. Losing the money for the trip, the time of planning, the long conversations where I exposed myself to Him. The decision I took and the battle I had with my fears

I cannot afford to go back. If I do I will have to quit this quest. I will not have the strength to restart again


This is not a choice


I go and I address him

Master


He has a bag and hands it to me

He walks me to the bathroom giving me instructions. To go inside the bathroom and from there to the toilet. To lock myself there and read the letter inside the bag. It will tell what I have to do

He will knock three times and I will have to reply that I am ready. I will have fifteen minutes to comply or He will leave me there

He asks me if I understood. I reply

Yes Master


I step inside as ordered

Locking the door behind me I sit and find the letter as I was told. The instructions read as follows

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In this bag you will find the following items

- a bag
- a hooded sweatshirt
- a pair of trousers
- a chastity device
- a bottle of lube
- a condom
- a butt plug
- a bag of paper tissues
- a chain
- two opened padlocks
- a pair of handcuffs
- no keys

Proceed as instructed

1st. Remove the first bag that keeps all the items inside

2nd. Remove All items of clothing of your body. Fold them and put them inside the big bag. Keep the footwear to use after you are redressed

3rd. Put the chain around your neck. Lock it with the padlock

4th. Dress yourself with the sweatshirt and the trousers supplied

5th. Use the lube on the inside of the tube for your dick of the chastity device. Place the device on your cock and lock it in place. Use the chain to secure it in place and use the padlock to close the chain when it is correctly placed

6th. Grab the condom, open it and place it on the butt plug. Lube it and insert it in your ass. Use the tissues to clean you hands and whatever is dirty

7th. Pull your pants up and fix your clothing in place

8th. Grab the handcuffs and put them on the pockets of the sweatshirt. Put the small bag inside the bag along with all items used

9th. Unlock the door, put your back against it to keep it in place. Place your hands inside the front pockets of the sweatshirt and lock the handcuffs around your wrists. Wait for my arrival as instructed. When I knock at your door you will answer as ordered and move to the side so I can open the door

There will be no escape

You have fifteen minutes to comply

Be careful manipulating everything so you don't arouse suspicions

Take this step. Become My slave

Obey

Master Joseph

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One thought crosses my mind

What have I done

Shit

Now I am really scared


My desire to run away is the only thing in my mind

Should I do this. Can I talk Him into not doing this. To do this on a safe place with no one looking

There is no option. No negotiation. These are His terms. They are not mine. It is not my part to control

Time is counting. He will not wait

I have to comply if I am to be His slave

I do


I proceed as ordered

I undress myself keeping my sneakers on. I put the chain around my neck and lock it in place with the padlock

I close it. It feels cold. But my heart is warm and racing in my chest

I dress myself with the pants and the sweatshirt. It has an opening to join the hands. Nothing seems left to chance

I grab the chastity device. It has a curved tube and a handcuff to keep it locked in place around the cock and balls. I lube it as requested and I try to put it in place on my half hard cock. A chain wraps around my hip locked with the remaining padlock

I grab the butt plug, lube it and squeeze it inside my hole. A hard-on tries to come out but is put in place by the metal cage wrapping it

I grab the final item and prepare myself, putting everything in place. I open the lock on the door, place my back against it and close the handcuffs in place


And I wait. Seconds seem like hours. Every sound startles me

I hear people coming it and out and I tremble thinking it might be Him


I hear slow footsteps coming my way. Three knocks against the door. I speak

I am ready


I step aside

He opens the door. He does not stare at me. He grabs the bag from the floor. He says

Come. Follow me

He open the bathroom door signalling me to move

I follow



He walks beside me guiding my steps. Leaving the airport. Boarding the subway. Moving among the people riding it

He does not say idle chat. Just commands

This is our exit. Move

Yes


We walk for a while and head towards an old building. He opens the door and leads me inside His house. It is a small apartment in the middle of the city. The place where everything will happen

My new home


He walks me into a room. A dark room. He puts a gag in my mouth and closes my eyes

He places himself behind me and grabs my arms. He whispers in my ear

On your knees

I obey


My sneakers are removed and my clothing is cut down. I can feel it slowly stopping to cover my body

I am naked


My gag is removed. My eyes unbound. He sits. Staring at me

Between us a bench. On top a blank piece of paper and a pen. He speaks

Write

I pick up the pen. He speaks

Slave Contract


I write words that bind my action from this day forward

I place my signature bellow

He signs


He looks at me. He says

You are now My slave

I respond


Yes


I am


Master