Behind the image

The fact that I find you pretty does not mean that I find you suitable



And you will think the same of me




It is true that I have many qualities that may appeal to you



But I am sure that in your mind, it would be even better if I were also X, Y and Z




But I am not




And even if I were, I will not stay the same forever



I am not a mummy nor a vampire



I will grow old, decay and die




We all will



Only wine and whiskey get better with age




I may grow in knowledge and experience, but whatever I am now will not improve my looks and abilities



More restrictions will come, with less stamina, diminished strength and even less sexual desire




It is possible to pretend that this is not the case, with magic creams, pills and drinks, but you cannot escape the reality that surrounds us



We are all finite beings


And what was once overflowing will become a small stream, before it dries up and stops



Even if, by the time this is published, I am still in the summer of my life, I am aware of my calendar and the change of seasons ahead of me and of those that surround me



And that is why I have to think about what a permanent contract will mean for the both of us




When I say I take someone permanently, that means that I accept you and the calendar that you bring and that for as long as you have the strength and the ability to serve me, that place at my feet is still there for you to take



That there is a place for you to be mine in every sense of the slave life you seek, be that of a wondering nomad seeking the oasis of a life in the desert or the place where you lock yourself to never be free



Everyone has limits and whatever they may be, you have to be aware of them as well as I do



And whatever offer I make, being it a weekend or something more overwhelming that is set, I know what it involves, sometimes to the most minute details




Being your permanent Master means accepting both what you are now as what you will be



Being my permanent slave means that you accept it in the same way



That as my strength disappears, you will still want to feel my chain on your neck, the taste of my skin and my commands in your ears, guiding you on your path, giving meaning to your life



That you will continue being mine when the hornyness is gone and that whatever task I give that you can perform will give you as much joy as my cock entering your ass




It is a hard choice to make, but one I will never force upon no one



It is something that will depend on you alone to start and to accept the consequences of such a path



The bigger the difference of age between us, the most likely we will face such a scenario



Accepting that one day I will watch you leave to never be in contact again, leaving me in a position where I will forever be unaware of what happened



Or that my words will be gone without an ending to the story, without an end date to the contract that you once signed





It is never an easy path to belong to someone



As it is not to hold on to those that I take





One choice that I do not and will not regret making



One choice that I expect you will not regret as well



One choice that we will make worthwhile for as long as we can




As Master and slave

The perfect slave project

I wake up from my sleep


A dream still lingers in my mind




A lost soul finds its way inside my world




Still smelling of milk, looking rough and strong on the outside but young and frail on the inside


His eyes have seen too much of what this world hides, the scars showing in each look he takes, in every action he makes


Afraid of shadows and of his own desires he walks a lonely path in search of a reason to truly live, away from the bitter past that made what he is now


He looks for someone to whom he can look up to, able to hold him tight through the nightmares and that can make him grow into the man he desires to be




And that path has brought him to me




Here he is, naked, kneeling before me, signing the contract that will bind him, with full knowledge that there will be no return from this choice



I erase from his mind his past and all that came before this solemn moment, leaving only the memory of consent


I bury words of control, pleasure and punishment to keep him restrained without chains, but letting him keep his free will and full knowledge of what is planted




His own hand pushes the trigger of his transformation


His body and mind become my property to use


In exchange for such a prize I give him peace and a place he can call his home




I offer him knowledge


Philosophy, gym coaching, martial arts, languages and many more


The ability to retain all that is taught when required




I numb the senses in him


There is no taste, no smell, no cold or warm, no tiredness, no pain, no pleasure in touching or being touched by someone other than me


All that remains for him is the sense of his muscles moving, enhanced to the limit of human perception




And I give him time to train himself into the sharp tool I desire, released of all constraints that cloud the mind




I transform myself into all that he can feel


A thousand needles of pain when he disobeys or touches me without consent


His full arousal and erection at a single contact of my body into his


His full submission when his cock fights the cage that surrounds it


His caged orgasm when I cum in his body


The reward for his faithful work in my service




All of this is his as long as my chain remains around his neck


Something that he cannot remove even with the key in his own hand




Once a year I remove the chain


Letting him remember all that he lost


Letting everything mix with the reality he lived with me


And I give him the choice to forget and live in my service


Or remember and leave to never return




I lock the chain at his request


With running tears over his eyes


And make him forget once again




I masturbate to the dream but it does not make me cum


No dream is good enough to give real pleasure


Only the real thing can do that for me




But the dream grows in size and details at each stage of thought


Until it can be revealed in full detail to the one strong enough to face such a challenge


My orgasm will come when I touch the body and the mind of this one




I wish you all a happy new year



May all your dreams come true

Jack in the Box

On the backyard of my Master's home


Lies a special place for slaves like me




The reward of the ones who won the tests and trials


Of those with no place to return to


Of those that are now called His




It is an arid place


Soulless and bare


There is no sound, light or motion


A resting place for me to be




There is the darkness


There is myself


Darkness facing darkness


Both trying to chain me




When the light overcame the darkness


I became free


Free to take the life


That my Master bestows upon me




There is nothing to keep me warm


But I feel warm inside


My body naked and chained


Hugged in the embrace of my Master's will




The Box is my sweetest dream


And is also my worst nightmare


It is the place where I have nothing


But it is the place where I have so much




It is both my crib


As it is is my coffin


It is the place where I died to the world


And the place where I was born for Him




In the Box I faced the pain


The torture and the discomfort


But it is where I found true happiness


And the place where I am to be




In the Box I have floated


Clung only to my Master's words


Lost in time and space


Lost but never alone




It is the place where I sleep


It is the place where I became awake


It is the place that I now call home





Thank you my Master

The s&M Relationship

This is probably the dream of every slave


There isn't a set of rules in terms of what happens and how it will work. It is up to the Master & slave to define how this will function

The relationship exists when there is a connection that is maintained between the slave and the Master for a longer period than a couple of weeks


If there are two distinct categories than can be mixed



The outdoor slave:

- Set for regular meetings, free to have a personal life but bound by an external element to maintain the connection

Usually a collar, chastity device, blackmail, etc


The indoor slave:

- A resident of the house of the Master, and usually goes around being a toy and/or a servant for Him



As in any relationship, it takes two to maintain it


For those considering the possibility of offering/wanting an indoor slave, there are things you must consider


- Having a permanent slave demands time, dedication and resources as you will have another mouth to feed, even if just scraps

Besides that you also have to know that the longer you have a slave, the less are his abilities to rejoin the "normal" world

Another aspect to consider is that if you have the slave in your house how will you present the slave to your visitors, specially non s&M friends and family

Beyond all this if you want to maintain him, there are health aspects that will be required even if all goes well



- Being a permanent slave means that you subject yourself to your Master desires

There is no turning back

As you lose yourself in His hands, your grasp of reality changes

Nothing you did will seem real and it may not seem real again when you return

At the same there are questions regarding your "normal" life that you will have to tend to from time to time such as personal events (family, bank, health checks) among other things



This is not something to take lightly either way

You have to be sure you REALLY want to be/to have a slave



Another aspect to consider is how you will be able to maintain the part of slave/Master for a long period of time

As time progresses there is the tendency to forget the parts being played and the s&M slowly dissolves into just being a relationship where there is occasional hard play



As such, for the relationship to be maintained in the original context, a set of rules must be maintained, properly formalized in the form of the Contract stipulating the roles and the conditions for the relationship to happen and the acceptance of both parties


All aspects should be considered so take your time to set things right before making it happen


Remember that although you will be Master & slave, you are both human

There are flaws in everyone, some easy to fix and other not so easy

And both may discover things that you don't like



The s&M relationship offers nevertheless a chance for unbound discovery and surrender

Where you will be in contact with your most basic self exposed to the other part, him being the Master or the slave



As layers are peeled you will find your true role