Two sides of the coin

There are two types of slaves



Those who value themselves too high


Pretty, strong, fast, trained, fuckable



Those who consider themselves the lowest creatures upon this worth


Corrupt, vile, despised, ugly, unfit, unworthy




Spend less time evaluating what you see in the mirror


The only one fit to do that is me


Your judge, jury and executioner




I will see that who stands before


Weight the point that you are now and the distance I can take you


And either pull you towards me and my goal


Or push you towards a new and unchartered path



Distances can be shortened


Mind and body can be shaped


But determination and humility have to be there



It is not an easy journey ahead


And many have been lost on his path




Only if you strip yourself of all those preconceived ideas in your mind


Letting yourself be looked at, touched and tested


Will I be able to make my judgement




Keep back and you will be further away than where my hand can reach


And I will move towards a different choice


So let yourself be caught



And I will take you by my hand

46

It is a strange and misterious number


One that has a mesmerising appeal



Some hold it casually


While others travel around the world for a chance to have it



A number that has a tendency to wrap around you like a snake


A cold blooded reptile that easily becomes warm against your skin


That shows itself in plain sight, but feels so natural on you as if it were invisible



A number bound to connect even the most distant of persons in a bond strong enough to not be broken


Without phones or electricity


A number most liked in darkness


But that looks good with whatever colour or outfit you choose


And even better with no outfit at all



A number that is hard to remove even when you know its secret


As removing it brings more pain than what your mind can take




What is the mystery, you may ask


Maybe not the number in itself, but the one who drew it



The one who placed it


The one who locked it


The one who pulled it


Pulled you close to Him


And in doing so, Left a mark where that number was


Invisible to all but to you





Perhaps this number will fit you



Perhaps this number will fit your needs



But you will never know unless you try it

Unlimited

Time passes by quickly


Fashions have a circular life



One moment in the spotlight and the other in obscurity


Look at all-stars sneakers, skinny jeans, beards


Things that your fathers, grandfathers and in some cases, your great-grandfathers used




Two things are for sure


Things of the past have a tendency to come back



If you keep something stored for long enough, you may get a chance to use it


When the fashion returns at the end of its cycle




There is a new fashion in the market



It is called bareback


Men having sex without a condom


Men having sex, because they want to to it without a condom


Men getting together in parties for the purpose of having sex without condoms


Men who refuse to do sex with a condom




Let us look at this phenomenon, with open minds on both sides of the spectrum



Condoms are something that is around for many years, in fact even centuries


The first reported events involved using the intestinal walls of lambs, to cover the penis in the middle ages in Europe


From there up to now it became more industrialised and easily distributable, being found in pharmacies and supermarkets as well as distributed freely in some places and events


Although the original purpose of the condom was to prevent impregnation, it also allowed the prevention of sexually transmitted diseases



With the apparition of AIDS, an incurable disease that at the time didn't have any type of medication that could stop it from evolving, many people men, women and children died


The condom became the protector of lives when there was nothing else available



And it worked




Fast forward the story to 2019



One of the medications used for the treatment of HIV/AIDS is seem as being able to protect against infection from HIV positive people


People with sexually active lives, began using it everyday


Some, together with the usage of the condom, others without it


As long as you used the medication, it didn't matter if you were infected (treatment as prevention) or not ( PReP) you were safe to play around



Now.. is that true


The answer is.. no



That medication does not ensure 100% protection at this stage


And as for all the other STDs, 0%



I would love that there was a pill that one could take to protect against all diseases


In fact, if it existed, I would take two per day just to be sure that I am not a risk for any of my slaves




But unfortunately for now, there is no such thing


Now you may think that I am going to talk to you about hepatitis, sífilis, gonorrhoea, herpes, mrsa, sepsis, hiv resistance and the multitude of condoms available to use to protect yourself




I assume that you are a big boy and that you understand the risks that come from an unsafe behavior




What I want to know is



Why the fuck am I forced to take that same unsafe behavior just to be with you


Why half a millimeter of latex is going to prevent you from feeling my cock


Why, when you say that you have no limits, you impose one that prevents you from having safe sex with someone


Why, when you say that you will take whatever I throw at you, a small piece of rubber can make such a huge deal in your mind


Why, when you have the chance to be with someone with a lot less worries in your mind, you go above and beyond what that protection may give you just to be in an even bigger risk than before


Why, while you care not for your own safety, you cannot care for mine




My slaves are my servants


They care for my needs


And I am their Master


I care for their safety




If you want a taste of my seed or a drink from my fountain, you may ask for it


But I will never demand that from you or give it to you if you haven't asked me for that


If you haven't beg me for that




And that is as far as I am willing to go




If my question for safe sex gets a "never" from you


Then my answer to a possible visit to you will be the same




Never

The final piece

You open up the box


Turning the box around, you scatter the pieces


One by one, you sense the pieces around and try to find the place for them in your mind


It takes some time and patience to figure out what to do


The picture that was fuzzy and chaotic in front of you starts making more and more sense


Until it becomes clear the pieces that are needed



But when the end is in sight, there is a piece that you cannot seem to find for in your puzzle


There are many at your disposal, but none seem to fit the place you want to put it in


Some stick a bit out, others seem too short and others are just too big



The problem here is that you cannot change their shape


You cannot cut, increase or even colour them differently



What to do, you may ask, to one who has made plenty of puzzles



If you stick a piece too big, it will ruin it, so those are to be discarded


If the colour is not completely right, you find the one that is most similar to the place you want to fill


And you find the piece that is most similar in shape that can fit there



You may argue that it is cheating, as you wanted for it to look perfect


But puzzles aren't made with replacement parts in mind


They have no number on their back that allows you to say that it is that one that is missing to order one


Even if it did, new ones are coming out everyday


Why would the puzzle company keep spares for all of them


It is much easier for you just to get a new one to make



You can't make a piece to size


It is not your job to do so


They come as they are



You may just choose to quit making the puzzle, but so much effort has already been placed assembling it


If you really like it, why leave it there, hoping for that piece to appear


You have to work with what you have



Perhaps that smaller piece can work well in that space


Perhaps the dust of time will have the ability to help it settle in that space, firm and strong


Showing to all that that irregular piece has a place of its own on your puzzle




Original and out of place as you are


The correct piece for your incorrect desire


The best piece that your mind may find


The last one you will ever need