A blog dedicated to show different views surrounding the BDSM life, written by a Master and directed towards both slaves and masters.
Thursday, November 28, 2019
Behind the image
The fact that I find you pretty does not mean that I find you suitable
And you will think the same of me
It is true that I have many qualities that may appeal to you
But I am sure that in your mind, it would be even better if I were also X, Y and Z
But I am not
And even if I were, I will not stay the same forever
I am not a mummy nor a vampire
I will grow old, decay and die
We all will
Only wine and whiskey get better with age
I may grow in knowledge and experience, but whatever I am now will not improve my looks and abilities
More restrictions will come, with less stamina, diminished strength and even less sexual desire
It is possible to pretend that this is not the case, with magic creams, pills and drinks, but you cannot escape the reality that surrounds us
We are all finite beings
And what was once overflowing will become a small stream, before it dries up and stops
Even if, by the time this is published, I am still in the summer of my life, I am aware of my calendar and the change of seasons ahead of me and of those that surround me
And that is why I have to think about what a permanent contract will mean for the both of us
When I say I take someone permanently, that means that I accept you and the calendar that you bring and that for as long as you have the strength and the ability to serve me, that place at my feet is still there for you to take
That there is a place for you to be mine in every sense of the slave life you seek, be that of a wondering nomad seeking the oasis of a life in the desert or the place where you lock yourself to never be free
Everyone has limits and whatever they may be, you have to be aware of them as well as I do
And whatever offer I make, being it a weekend or something more overwhelming that is set, I know what it involves, sometimes to the most minute details
Being your permanent Master means accepting both what you are now as what you will be
Being my permanent slave means that you accept it in the same way
That as my strength disappears, you will still want to feel my chain on your neck, the taste of my skin and my commands in your ears, guiding you on your path, giving meaning to your life
That you will continue being mine when the hornyness is gone and that whatever task I give that you can perform will give you as much joy as my cock entering your ass
It is a hard choice to make, but one I will never force upon no one
It is something that will depend on you alone to start and to accept the consequences of such a path
The bigger the difference of age between us, the most likely we will face such a scenario
Accepting that one day I will watch you leave to never be in contact again, leaving me in a position where I will forever be unaware of what happened
Or that my words will be gone without an ending to the story, without an end date to the contract that you once signed
It is never an easy path to belong to someone
As it is not to hold on to those that I take
One choice that I do not and will not regret making
One choice that I expect you will not regret as well
One choice that we will make worthwhile for as long as we can
As Master and slave
Friday, November 22, 2019
Infinity to one
The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the one
The serial slave
One that tries to please, appease and belong to all
Something close to the multiplication of the breads
Breaking one piece to make of it a full loaf
Seems like the solution to World hunger
But it is more of an illusion
There is only one of you
And your Master is as big as a world
How could He feel interest in having just a piece of you
Even worse if he is getting just a piece of a piece
Is He getting the best part or the worst part
If you saw on the shelf of the supermarket a hand broken half a loaf of bread selling itself for the regular price
Would you buy it
Would you buy it even if it were sold on discount
Most likely not
Even if you were really really hungry
It feels unfair that you have the opportunity to learn and live so much with those that surround you
But you can't learn from them all without making those hand tricks to fool the eye
Playing that game will only make you lose everything when you are found out
My advice is for you to consider being only of one
Or not accepting the part of being owned until you are sure that it is the correct path for you
Treat your Master with the reverence He deserves
Show Him that He is the one for you
The only one for you
The right one for you
And He will show you that you are not mistaken in your choice
Saturday, November 16, 2019
One to infinity
The sky is the limit, some masters would say
The dream of many is to hold a harem of them, one for every trait, for every need, for every mood
Skipping over your ability to get those that you want, where does it stop
When do you say it is enough
It all depends mostly on your involvement with your slaves
Let's consider that for you to consider him to be a slave, he has to come visit you for an hour or two during the day, once a year
If you have 4 hours to spare every day, then theoretically you could have 730 of them (or 732 once every 4 years if you are into watch making or just being a douche bag)
But such a view is unreal and unsatisfying, as you will not have any time to enjoy your possessions
In fact, most likely you won't even be able to remember their names, real or fictional
If you spend all your time perfecting and correcting those that serve you, then most likely you will just one slave will be enough to take away all of your time
My answer to this dilema is
To make the best choice possible
There is no reason to have many, when you can have one that fulfills you
Slaves have different demands, according to the stage they are in
The more they demand, the less time you will have to give to others
The more independent a slave can be, the more slaves you can sustain
It becomes even easier when you establish a line of seniority amongst them, with one slave teaching another, correcting faults and grooming their juniors
But every slave requires a minimum of attention that has to be given to him
To guide and to show him that he has a place in his Master's life
Even if that space is small and confined, physically and mentally
When that space for the slave in his Master's life is non existent, then you may find out that, sooner or later, he will search out for a place of his own with someone else pulling his leash
The most important rule is that fulfillment should be found in what you do, whatever part you take
There is no impediment for a Master to hold on many slaves, as long as He can hold on to them
There is nothing to be won in having slaves fighting amongst themselves for the time to be with their Master
There should be only one thing in their minds
How they can serve Him
Friday, November 8, 2019
Perfectly imperfect
There is a common goal among us
The aim for perfection
Some feel that they should be as perfect as they can be in the role that they play in their lives
The perfect mother, the perfect father, the perfect worker, the perfect player
Some think that their physique should be perfect
Working out in the fields, in the gym, for hours and hours on end
Others feel that those images that society projects on them is false, unrealistic, unsatisfactory
And aim for the reverse, the opposite of what society wants
Untouched becomes marked, inked, deformed
Clean becomes dirty, unsafe, unsound, soiled
Pleasure becomes pain, destructive, pervasive
Conscious becomes unconscious, numbed, diluted, polluted
Guided becomes unguided, drawn, led, taken, forced
Freedom becomes bound, constrained, restrained
What is right and what is wrong, you may ask
It is hard to say
Even I, who has played the game for so long, am taken for these thoughts
But there is purpose in my actions
And there is consent on both parties
Where nothing happens without it
There is mutual pleasure in what we do, for you as the receiver and for me as the taker, even if some of that pleasure does not comes from what your body feels but from what your mind fulfills
There is no one other than me that will judge what I do as to its righteousness or wrongness
In you, I will only judge if what you ask is what you truly want and that you are able to fulfill your part of that desire
From there, only one path is ahead of us
The path of Master and slave
With one chain connecting both parties until the end of the contract
There will not be the perfect scene at the end, filled with flowers, greens and the sunset at the back
Most likely it will be one of chaos, dirt, sweat and cum around us
But there will be a smile in both our faces
And that makes everything right
Friday, November 1, 2019
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