The half empty experience

It is to be expected that whatever happens in any experience to be half of what you draw up in your mind


It is true that I do not fit what you would define as your perfect objective in a Master/session experience


Here are some, just to name a few



I am partnered (so not available to be boyfriend+Master)


I am neither defined, big or muscled(there goes the idea of the bigger than the world Master that can lift you with a finger)


I do not live in a space where I can unleash all the abilities I possess(no dungeon/castle/farm to keep you forever hidden from the world)


I am not fetish motivated or dress up for the part I play (sorry but not a leather dressed Master)


I do not parade slaves or find any need of exposure (too closed up country for that)


I will always fulfill what is agreed between us and play within borders I do not cross for anyone (so not into the cruel Master or the breeding slave scenarios)


I will let you go at the end of the contract, unless that contract has no date to end (so no immediate permanent ownership on first encounter)



Nevertheless there were no limitations to stop me from playing all the way with my slaves and from giving it all when the time came


The only limitation that ever arose were those of the slaves themselves, as all that I advertise I am able to provide to the fullest extent possible without permanent harm inflicted or your safety being under risk


Up to this moment I have never met a slave that was perfect in every sense, physically and mentally or that didn't hide a skeleton in his wardrobe


In the end I don't care what you think about the experience I provided and what you can take with you from what you lived, either good or bad memories


I am here to give you an experience that helps you grow high enough to be able to take the next step in your life



It is true that I can be more than what I offer


But you are what you are and some steps can be so big that the abyss is the only destination you will find


I have already found too many broken vases in this path to have the interest in making more of them


Instead of spending your time counting the ways in which I cannot fit your image of a Master or the expectations you had, it would be a much better exercise to retrace every event you lived under my rule and learn from the many teachings I gave, specially those where no words were spoken


Some of them are so subtle that you may only be able to understand it several years later when you have the correct mindset to grasp it





Accept the experience in its fullest instead of the classic pain/pleasure duality




There is much more to this game than meets the eye

Shopping cart

From time to time I get some curious messages from slaves stating that they are what I want because they are perfect in every sense, from pedigree to the education they acquired, ready to be forever owned


So I leave you with my Christmas list in the hopes you are able to fill them with all that you are right now:



Blond

Blue eyes

Body type defined with less than 10% fat

100% passive

No hair on their body

In the 35-50 age range

Disease free

Physically and mentally healthy

A master of either yoga or a martial art

Very good cook

Fully compliant

Able to hold a chastity cage for long periods of time

Able to orgasm from anal penetration

Free from all mundane connections

No tattoos on their body

No allergies

Able to not speak for long periods of time

Able to endure isolation for several days in a row

Able to cry under my tortures and torments




If you are able to fill every item in the list, then congratulations. You may apply for the place I have stored for you in the box I made as my permanent slave, to forever be locked to my chain


If you don't fit these requirements, don't despair


I have a place for you in my training list as all the slaves that came before


As long as you are able to fit my minimum requirements and have a true desire to take what I can offer, I will be happy to offer you a chance to become what I want, step by step, until you can take that place by my side


There are no easy paths in my game, no exceptions to offer anyone that is not in my list, so don't ask for what you are not entitled to


You may find yourself perfect but step down from your horse


You may think you are a slave, but you can only be one if you serve


To do that know your place


It is there I will pick you from the rest

Chasing ...

Dreams



Far away from the world there is a place where we rest at the end of the day


It is a unique place made specifically for you


In it you live what life does cannot provide you


It is built of memories past, some made long ago and others still fresh in the mind from yesterday, filled with feelings and emotions that we sometimes cannot even comprehend


New connections are made within, making balance between what really is and is not, exploring and reaching as far as your imagination can take you


There is no control over what happens, but we give in to it without even knowing the reason


All we know is that all will be better afterwards if we accept them at the correct time



Not all dreams are calm and peaceful


Some exist that catch you off guard and seek to trap you in a place you cannot escape from


What makes the difference between the quiet dream and the nightmare is our perception of it and our ability to cope with what is shown



Nevertheless, good or bad, all dreams vanish as we awake




Some are able to recollect what has happened




Three questions were made to two who have touched them


For you, they will tell their story


Enjoy

The Prize Lived - Reflections

There is a clear distinction between imagination and reality

There are practical aspects to consider

While my part as a teacher is to supply your needs of knowledge for you to take the step as a true slave, as you become my property your life becomes one of fulfilling my needs


My only concern from that point on is your well being and giving you a place in my life where you are useful and where you can look at yourself and say that you are where you are needed

If you will find satisfaction in that place is not for me to care about

Your motivations for doing so are none of my concern as well


If you do it out of love, hate, fear or the mere desire to run away from having to make decisions is your secret to keep

You will get plenty of time to think about it while you serve

My place as your owner is to give you a no way out contract


The moment you sign it I will take your life and shape it the way I want it

You will have nothing other than a place to stay at my side


No special gear, no toys, no fashionable clothing

I will not have you as a manequin, but as a true servant

I will set what you will do from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep

You will eat what I tell you to, dress what I give you and do what I want you to


Gladly

You will give me all and I will take it

There will be pain


There will be discomfort


There will be humiliation


There will be bullying


There will be loneliness

To survive you will have to learn to take the better moments that you live and balance them with the worse ones

I will not chain you to the wall if you choose to leave

But if you do before the contract is finished you will leave with that almost empty bag, no papers, no money, no one to contact, a chain around your neck and a cage around your cock on a foreign country

I expect you to know how things will play out before you commit to such a contract


And I expect you to fulfill it to the end

If this is your dream, I may offer you that if you so desire



The price to pay for such a privilege is big, but the price to keep it is even greater


And I will only choose the best amongst the best

It is a slave's dream

The ability to survive it is just for a true slave