The half empty experience

It is to be expected that whatever happens in any experience to be half of what you draw up in your mind


It is true that I do not fit what you would define as your perfect objective in a Master/session experience


Here are some, just to name a few



I am partnered (so not available to be boyfriend+Master)


I am neither defined, big or muscled(there goes the idea of the bigger than the world Master that can lift you with a finger)


I do not live in a space where I can unleash all the abilities I possess(no dungeon/castle/farm to keep you forever hidden from the world)


I am not fetish motivated or dress up for the part I play (sorry but not a leather dressed Master)


I do not parade slaves or find any need of exposure (too closed up country for that)


I will always fulfill what is agreed between us and play within borders I do not cross for anyone (so not into the cruel Master or the breeding slave scenarios)


I will let you go at the end of the contract, unless that contract has no date to end (so no immediate permanent ownership on first encounter)



Nevertheless there were no limitations to stop me from playing all the way with my slaves and from giving it all when the time came


The only limitation that ever arose were those of the slaves themselves, as all that I advertise I am able to provide to the fullest extent possible without permanent harm inflicted or your safety being under risk


Up to this moment I have never met a slave that was perfect in every sense, physically and mentally or that didn't hide a skeleton in his wardrobe


In the end I don't care what you think about the experience I provided and what you can take with you from what you lived, either good or bad memories


I am here to give you an experience that helps you grow high enough to be able to take the next step in your life



It is true that I can be more than what I offer


But you are what you are and some steps can be so big that the abyss is the only destination you will find


I have already found too many broken vases in this path to have the interest in making more of them


Instead of spending your time counting the ways in which I cannot fit your image of a Master or the expectations you had, it would be a much better exercise to retrace every event you lived under my rule and learn from the many teachings I gave, specially those where no words were spoken


Some of them are so subtle that you may only be able to understand it several years later when you have the correct mindset to grasp it





Accept the experience in its fullest instead of the classic pain/pleasure duality




There is much more to this game than meets the eye