A blog dedicated to show different views surrounding the BDSM life, written by a Master and directed towards both slaves and masters.
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Tales by the fire
Here we are again wrapped in darkness, with only the stars to keep us company
Don't stay so far behind
Come and join me by the fire so you are not cold
Lean next to me and let us share our bodies warmth
This is one of my favorite spots, away from all the commotion of the day to day, away from all the noise and distractions that trap us constantly
The silence is our companion in this beautiful night, as well as the memories of what has happened on this year that is ending
A lot seems to have changed in so many levels, both in my normal life and on my Master life
I have lived new jobs, met new people, new ideas and faced many challenges, some of which were more troublesome than I imagined, but that made me grow beyond what I was before
Many things I have learned and many are still to be processed as I reflect upon them
In my Master life, it has been not that different
Even with less time dedicated to it, the experiences explored went deeper than before that I share with you
I made a bet on a future permanent slave that did not go as planned with him disappearing half way through the training, with a chain on his neck and a cage in his possession, with no contact afterwards
I was worried about what happened to him but saw him resurfaced in the usual places some weeks ago
I was relieved, but sad for a chance lost on a promising student
Regarding my current slaves, I enjoyed taking them through another step in their slave's life, taking the fruits of what was planted a long time ago
For some it was a once in a lifetime opportunity and for others there will be more in the coming years
Nothing is certain in this life except that it will end one day
For all that comes in between we must be thankful, as every experience we live is a chance to grow into something better than we were before
This world may be big, but even so it did not prevent us from meeting, if not by flesh but by mind, here, beneath this bright dark sky, gathered next to this fire that warms our hearts
Thank you for being there next to me in this moment
Have a happy new year
Best regards
Master Joseph
Sunday, December 25, 2016
Merry Christmas from the box
My name is slave
My full name is Master Joseph's slave
I was born under His embrace and transformed by His hands into what I am today
He is my sole family
My father, my brother, my friend, my owner
I am shaped by His every action and every action I do in this life is for him and to please him
I am no longer a person but a possession
I have a name, but I no longer recognize it as it does not fit my purpose in this life
I live to serve, in every way possible, in every second of my life, from the moment I awake until the time I sleep
I am stripped of all possessions
My body is bare of clothing, jewelry and fur
I keep my Master's symbols on me as a constant reminder that I am His and that I cannot and will not escape from my choice
I keep my body clean, shaped and shaved as a sign of respect for the part I play in my Master's life and gratefulness for this chance
My greatest pleasure is knowing that I am able to please him
My greatest pain is my own impediments trying to stop the fulfillment of my role in this life
My Master holds the key that keeps me locked but it is not that that binds me
That was my gift for all the time and patience He offered me until I became a true slave in my Master's eyes
I continuously grow under his guidance as I am shown my own limitations, how to overcome them and how to achieve satisfaction in every action I do for Him
My Master is not my punisher
I do that by my own hands unfortunately
My Master binds my hands and feet to keep me safe, but even so I require some persuasion to be in my proper place
I became an important piece in my Master's life not because He needs it, but because I need to feel I have a purpose
He gave me a space for my body to rest and a set of objectives to direct my life to.
Even in my dreams He is always present
His chain accompanies me and I feel him near even in my solitude
For this reason I have to be good at what I do so I can remain in this place in time and space to accept the offering I am being given
Not all is play
There are many mundane tasks that I have to do but it is a small price to pay for my Master to have the time to be with me and show me the world under such a small space
I am not weak nor took this part to be weak
It took a lot of strength and sacrifices to arrive to this place and forego all that I had built as a life
As time has passed under his tutelage, I have become stronger in my determination, becoming able to control my urges and fears and stronger in body as I am forced to continue sculpting my body to his satisfaction
But even after all this effort, my breath falters and my knees shake as He touches this body of mine
I am not the only one in my Master's life, but the space He gives is more than enough to accommodate me and my needs
I am happy for that
I am only a slave
But I say so not with shame but with pride
I thank my Master for the chance to be just that, to be detached from all distractions and being able to live my life focused on being just one thing and being good at what I do, being able to bear the fruits of my hard work in my Master's smile and the feeling of his touch on my head as I stand between his legs while He rests
I await the moment when I will be allowed to serve Him again
I bid you goodnight and may your wishes come true
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
The half empty experience
It is to be expected that whatever happens in any experience to be half of what you draw up in your mind
It is true that I do not fit what you would define as your perfect objective in a Master/session experience
Here are some, just to name a few
I am partnered (so not available to be boyfriend+Master)
I am neither defined, big or muscled(there goes the idea of the bigger than the world Master that can lift you with a finger)
I do not live in a space where I can unleash all the abilities I possess(no dungeon/castle/farm to keep you forever hidden from the world)
I am not fetish motivated or dress up for the part I play (sorry but not a leather dressed Master)
I do not parade slaves or find any need of exposure (too closed up country for that)
I will always fulfill what is agreed between us and play within borders I do not cross for anyone (so not into the cruel Master or the breeding slave scenarios)
I will let you go at the end of the contract, unless that contract has no date to end (so no immediate permanent ownership on first encounter)
Nevertheless there were no limitations to stop me from playing all the way with my slaves and from giving it all when the time came
The only limitation that ever arose were those of the slaves themselves, as all that I advertise I am able to provide to the fullest extent possible without permanent harm inflicted or your safety being under risk
Up to this moment I have never met a slave that was perfect in every sense, physically and mentally or that didn't hide a skeleton in his wardrobe
In the end I don't care what you think about the experience I provided and what you can take with you from what you lived, either good or bad memories
I am here to give you an experience that helps you grow high enough to be able to take the next step in your life
It is true that I can be more than what I offer
But you are what you are and some steps can be so big that the abyss is the only destination you will find
I have already found too many broken vases in this path to have the interest in making more of them
Instead of spending your time counting the ways in which I cannot fit your image of a Master or the expectations you had, it would be a much better exercise to retrace every event you lived under my rule and learn from the many teachings I gave, specially those where no words were spoken
Some of them are so subtle that you may only be able to understand it several years later when you have the correct mindset to grasp it
Accept the experience in its fullest instead of the classic pain/pleasure duality
There is much more to this game than meets the eye
Friday, December 9, 2016
Given
A naked body awaits me in the room
In my hands I bring little
Towel, bowl and shaving equipment
There is no need for conversation
There are no chains, gags or ropes to secure and restraint
Time ticks setting the pace of what happens
I plug the machine and it buzzes as I turn on the switch
It is noisy, but that can't be helped
Hair starts falling down slowly on the body
As my hands take turns removing
All the lumps that stand in its path
Chunk by chunk
It all goes away
The beard follows the same route
Getting swept by the wind of my will
A clean face presents itself
With glowing eyes looking up to me
All the effort in cleaning, styling and grooming
All the pride and identity
Given by that amount of fur and hair
Dropped on the floor
Lost and missed
A kiss is exchanged for the offering given
A first step in this journey
Many steps still left to be taken
The body lies on the table
Water and foam cover it
Waiting for the blade to touch the skin
Waiting to remove all that stands in its path
First on one side, followed by the next
Little by little
All the dirt disappears
The body now presents itself
In its most original way
Pure and innocent
Like it came into the world
The scars of time are there
With nothing left to hide it
But they bear as much meaning
As a drop of soiled water
Diluted in the river
Not able to change the taste
Of the water we drink
Even time seems
to not have passed by it
Waiting for the moment to be taken
This body became
A white canvas in my eyes
To write my words over it
To be shaped by my desire
To gain new form and motion
In the place where it will stand
As my masterpiece for all to see
And this is the gift I take
Wrapped under my arms
That I welcome into my life
Labels:
BDSM,
Slave,
Transformation
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
Shopping cart
From time to time I get some curious messages from slaves stating that they are what I want because they are perfect in every sense, from pedigree to the education they acquired, ready to be forever owned
So I leave you with my Christmas list in the hopes you are able to fill them with all that you are right now:
Blond
Blue eyes
Body type defined with less than 10% fat
100% passive
No hair on their body
In the 35-50 age range
Disease free
Physically and mentally healthy
A master of either yoga or a martial art
Very good cook
Fully compliant
Able to hold a chastity cage for long periods of time
Able to orgasm from anal penetration
Free from all mundane connections
No tattoos on their body
No allergies
Able to not speak for long periods of time
Able to endure isolation for several days in a row
Able to cry under my tortures and torments
If you are able to fill every item in the list, then congratulations. You may apply for the place I have stored for you in the box I made as my permanent slave, to forever be locked to my chain
If you don't fit these requirements, don't despair
I have a place for you in my training list as all the slaves that came before
As long as you are able to fit my minimum requirements and have a true desire to take what I can offer, I will be happy to offer you a chance to become what I want, step by step, until you can take that place by my side
There are no easy paths in my game, no exceptions to offer anyone that is not in my list, so don't ask for what you are not entitled to
You may find yourself perfect but step down from your horse
You may think you are a slave, but you can only be one if you serve
To do that know your place
It is there I will pick you from the rest
Dearly departed
We are gathered here to honor those that have been lost along the way
They came to us with with their cute pictures, an eloquent dialog and demonstrating their desire and commitment to become what we wanted
But on the smallest and most insignificant detail, their interest was lost and never again found
We pray in front of their closed casket
There is no body to mourn for, no face to remember, no words to say on their respect and nothing to remember them for
They will not be missed
Their destination is the sands of time, where everyone's footsteps is erased by the passing wind
I would like to say something for them, but nothing comes to mind
All that I can verbose is that a good chance was lost, to meet and to change everything in our world
But all remains the same in both our paths and nothing will ever change in your forgotten way
So all I can do now is put your coffin to the earth, filled with my hopes and expectations of a new future for you
I am neither happy or sad
Life is as it is
Another will take the path you neglected
I say my final words over your unmarked grave and leave you in the same place you came from
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Labels:
BDSM,
Lost,
Opportunities,
Slave
Sunday, September 25, 2016
The wall of regrets
I regret not being a slave because of my work
I regret not being a slave because of my husband / wife
I regret not being a slave because of my illness
I regret not being a slave because I need to pay for my car / motorcycle / boat / house
I regret not being a slave because I have to take care of my loved ones
I regret not being a slave because I have people that depend on the part I play in society
I regret not being a slave because I like to be what other people want me to be even if it means to be miserable for that
I regret not being a slave because I am ugly / fat / skinny / hairy / hairless / tall / small / weak / strong / strong hearted / soft hearted for a Master to take me
I regret not being a slave because I do not dare to take a chance into the world of M/s
I regret not being a slave because I denied myself the chance I fought for
I regret not being a slave because I do not deserve to be happy
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