The Menu - Explained

I once set up a wish list to filter out wannabe slaves that is as follows


I seek slaves:


a) Within the 21-59 age range
b) Fit (slim, average, defined or muscular) with a BMI (body mass index) under 24 and under 90kg
c) Non smoker and non drug user (that also includes poppers)
d) Passive or versatile in sex
e) Portuguese or English speakers
f) Healthy (that means properly medicated if you have any condition that requires it)
g) Dance / yoga / military / martial arts background

Item g) is preferential. The rest is not


Every master has a preference regarding what slaves they want


My tastes are simple, compared to others out there as I bear little restrictions regarding age and race, although regarding genders I only take male slaves


My restrictions exist for practical reasons and this is my little explanation as to why they exist


a) Within the 21-59 age range

Anyone below legal age should not participate in this game for obvious reasons


In fact I consider most slaves below the age of 30 to be unreliable regarding true slave training, but I still have the expectation that one will one day prove me wrong


Above 60 there are issues regarding fitness of both body and mind to consider, but I have had slaves gone above the 50 barrier that would put to shame many twenties and thirties

b) Fit (slim, average, defined or muscular) with a BMI (body mass index) under 24 and under 90kg


How to see if someone is fit... well there is a thing called BMI - body mass index that can give an estimate on to how you are in terms of health


There are many sites that can give you such information such as this one


It is not a perfect indicator, but a good enough approximation without seeing any picture of you or having a misguided body information on the profile


Many write their body type as defined being slim and others write defined or muscled being merely fat

I will not delve into the reasons for this, but it happens very often


My game is one directed at healthy performers and if I want to do all practices such as forced workouts, long bondage sessions with tricky suspensions and intense emotional episodes, I do not want to concern myself with you having a heart attack in the middle of a session or having to stop the training because you cannot move any more

Regarding the 90 kg restriction I am a lightweight master and although I am stronger than most would assume, I know my limits and cannot vouch for the resistance of my equipment if you go beyond that weight or that I will be able to prevent you from falling if that happens


I take my slave's security very seriously and I will not place you in any life threatening practice

c) Non smoker and non drug user (that also includes poppers)

Some find the idea of being smoked at or smoking during a session enjoyable, but I do not


I am a non-smoker and as such I despise the idea of hosting smokers that do so inside my house


This is a non-negotiable term that I set forth


Regarding the legal and illegal drugs, you can also take a look at a previous post I made regarding the why I do not allow them

d) Passive or versatile in sex

Even though BDSM is not about sex, I also enjoy myself having sex with slaves from time to time


As I play the active in this game, I will not give much attention to your cock, except perhaps to torture it


The exchange of sexual energy between the participants in this game is also an interesting play to do


I may be able to live without fucking you in a training, but if I am ever to own you that is a barrier you must break before being taken

e) Portuguese or English speakers

Breaking barriers is a part of the game, but if we can't communicate properly that won't be that easy to accomplish


The contract of submission is hand written as the words are dictated to you


If you can't write or understand what is written in the contract you will sign, what is the point of having you


The first training period is too short to be losing time trying to figure out how to convey my message to you


That is the time when I will have to establish the connection with you and when I will have to focus my attention more intensively in you to make sure all goes smoothly


Success or failure hang by a thread on the first slave training


I do not wish to risk it when we both have much to lose



f) Healthy (that means properly medicated if you have any condition that requires it)

I have had throughout the years slaves with HIV, diabetes and other chronic illnesses, physical disabilities and mental conditions


There are special cares to be taken so that our actions pose the least amount of risk to our lives and to those around us


In my point of view, living a life to the fullest does not mean living foolishly


The more time you live the more experiences you can get and the longer you can share a life with someone, being that a Master or a partner


Regarding sex, I do not do unsafe sexual activities with my slaves, owned or not


Respect among players means caring for the safety of each other


If I don't like your performance, I want you to leave with what you have and not take souvenirs that can physically and emotionally attach you to me


If I do like you, I want you to stay with me as long as you can







That being said, the barrier is not the illness but the man that holds it


I have been able to cope with them without any problem


Being able to accept it and to live with it is a job that must be done by you alone


Not being informed prior to your visit of any condition that you have will represent a lack of trust that may terminate your connection to me


Not being medicated and posing a danger to me and to yourself will not be tolerated

g) Dance / yoga / military / martial arts background


The perfect slave is one that is able to follow any orders


That means being able to endure difficult situations, tough positions, an hierarchy Master/slave even without active enforcement and being able to live with mental and physical rituals that have to be performed by you during your slave life


As such, having previously endured activities that demand constant routines and continued practice can give you the edge needed to interest me and therefore allow you to experience more on your training towards that goal


It is nevertheless a "nice to have", but we both can live without it

Having said all this, I have had slaves in the past that did not fit my requirements



The standards are set, but I allow small deviations if I feel in you the motivation to go forward and I can see myself as someone that can put you on the correct path


Nevertheless the more you progress in my trainings, the more I will demand from you


That means that any "slack" I give on the first contact will disappear before the final stage comes

My path is never easy, but it is always fun

Calling for a muse

Every writer needs its inspiration to write


My muse has been as and will always be for this blog the slaves that serve me


As you probably can notice by the agenda that I posted before this month, the period where I did less posts was when I was on holidays/house work


Even with more time to spare, the words did not come as easily as when I did slave training


There was a period where too much trainings eventually led to no posts, mostly due to being extremely busy and not having time to write, but what came afterwards was enough to fill more posts than for the rest of the year that had passed


My new year's resolution regarding slave trainings as I have posted on my recon profile brings a difficult challenge both for me and my muses in the coming year


Having only 4 slaves in a whole year is a very small amount by all standards


Will I be able to be inspired enough by their performance to be able to write new posts at a constant pace to keep my readers occupied


That is something for you all to discover



If you have been under my wing before and you think you can inspire me with your performance as my slave, feel free to apply to occupy one of the time slots available



Otherwise there will be nothing more to read soon enough

... at the end of the rainbow

How hard was it to set yourself for the training I gave you, with physical and mental preparations

Facing the final training... a slaves journey...


Not since taking the final leap and arriving for that first time in Lisbon and submitting to the complete unknown, had the mixture of desire and apprehension been as strong as for this challenge. Unlike anything previously undergone.


The last chance to decline passed, the flights were booked and the preparations commenced. The control, even from a distance, was strong and undeniable, as each step was ordered and obeyed.


The final hurdle ....


one last warning before setting everything in motion
you will face the last barriers that stand in the way of a slave with me
everything will be safe but with its share of disgust, fear, humiliation, rage and I will make yourself doubt many times that your place is here
there will be an overload of emotions strong enough to make you break beyond the point of no return
there will be no place for safe words or for you to deny yourself of a command given
you will have to trust me as never before
if you succeed your gift will be both the knowledge over yourself and the full extent of my little story

do you agree


Knowing that everything was to be stripped away, physically and mentally, owning nothing, reliant on the Master for everything, from his well being to how and what a slave put on his back or in his stomach, grateful for his continued existence, was to prove both humbling and cathartic.

How was it to live through such a training

Facing the trial...


More than ever now, the trust that had been built was tested and reinforced on a daily basis, going to sleep each night knowing that every new day was to be one in which the slave would grow a little more was tempered always by the nurturing strength and physical possession that also intensified.
The pride of being able to serve the Master, to be a vessel into which that energy could be poured, to feel desired, used and wanted, gave the courage and strength to accept each new ordeal.


When the slave faltered ... as did happen, his Master was there, strong, empathetic, but determined.
Knowing that He knew his slave better than it knew itself was the final surrender, control of the slaves body and mind were now His, not taken by force but through walking to the edge with His slave and keeping him safe, after which everything was handed freely and trustfully into His keeping.

What was left in your mind after the training

After completion...


At the end of the contracted training, all hurdles having been overcome, giving willingly all that had been demanded, the feeling of emptiness at first became overwhelming, the pride immeasurable, the emotions confused ..... but mostly there was the knowledge that the slave had been moulded into the strongest and most discerning of slaves.


Visiting your core and resurfacing is the most private thing you can do, this slave lives with the pride of that journey every day of his life, and is bonded to his Master by unbreakable threads.


My Master walks beside me still, every day.

slave alex

... at the start of the rainbow

How hard was it to set yourself for the training I gave you, with physical and mental preparations



For me Sir, it was more mental preparations than physical. the last time i flew to a different country to see a Master they almost broke me. they did not mean to that, they only wished to go deeper. but i ended up cutting the time with him short - the first time i have ever stopped a session - and finding a hotel to go and stay in Sir.


along with everything else i had been through, this was the final nail in the coffin and i took a complete break from serving for a year.


this year i have slowly been able able to build my confidence, and then - over the summer - i was given a choice by You Sir. to come, see, serve, and train with You Sir.


given my last weekend serving away i was very nervous about this and it took me a long time to think about whether i should come or not.


there was one comment You made that has always stood out to me as You were inviting me. to remove the remark about a Master betraying me. it highlighted someone with a lot of wisdom to me Sir.


i think the decision that made me decide to “risk” seeing You was how few people there are on recon who have what i need Sir. It was also by reading Your blog Sir and seeing You were obviously someone of deep thought and thinking.


to read Your blog was a way of answering all of the questions i would normally ask a Master which meant that i asked You very little. the talking we had before, had allowed me to see that the writing and You were the same person.


it meant that i would take the risk to see You. to not risk, meant i would probably never have a more intense experience, and that is what i needed, and still need Sir.


it was also when You said how this was a weekend to move me forward. there were not strings attached to the future other than a statement that You could help me Sir to the next stage - what ever that was.


after we had agreed the date, i basically carried on with life trying to not think about what i may be letting myself into. i realised at a certain point i was not talking to You as i was scared as to what may happen Sir. at that point i reached out more to You, but with Your blog there was not that much for me to talk about.


i felt any deeper conversation was not worth having until we had met and to see if we connected Sir. there are so many Masters that want to talk in much detail, and often, many of them turn out to be fake, so i try not to do that to much until i know that the person is real Sir.


as time came nearer, i did my normal approach of keeping busy, and trying not to think what i was about to do.


i did basic things, like check some expectations with You - such as what You looked like as my last photo of You was so old Sir, to find some emergency hotel places to stay around where You lived, and downloaded some apps on my phone that could help if i was suddenly on my own Sir.


the final day was very helpful, as i had an office move to organize - no real time to think Sir.


it was only when i was at the airport i had to really think about how i would approach seeing and serving You Sir.
- should i focus on all the hurt and pain of the past, and worry if it would repeat. that would poison everything that could happen between us Sir.
- do i worry about the consequences to the future - if my time with You goes wrong, do i see this as a sign that i cannot serve on a more intense level, or do i try and see this as an experiment to learn from.


so much worry, and so little time to focus on You.


when i came to was the decision to concentrate on the the now. not to worry what had happened to me, and not worry what could happen to me, but to concentrate, and to focus on each moment in the here and now.


this gave me a centeredness that i took with me throughout the entire weekend. it is one of the reasons why i did not ask You the sort of questions that i have since i had seen You Sir.


i also decided that if at a certain point i found myself in a bad situation, if a boundary was unacceptable crossed, to speak about it, but also that it would be OK to leave, but that would not mean the end of the world to me.


in terms of physical preparations, i kept going to the gym and loosing weight. even on the Friday i was seeing You i was training and pushing myself hard at the gym - something i slightly regretted when it came to serving You Sir.



How was it to live through such a training


i started out very nervous Sir. i had no idea what could happen or occur, and whether i could trust You. however there was some trust there right at the start - it is not often i would close my eyes with a stranger on a metro in a new country Sir and try and doze!


the first thing You did to me Sir is still a shock. the physical affect it had was incredible and still hard to believe. at the time it was hard to believe it was the sensations You made me experience rather than bad food.


how You easily coped with that and found a way to carry on with the session helped build that trust Sir. as that evening went on that trust built more and helped create a foundation for the next day Sir.


the trust continued that day to build and i found it easier to trust and serve You Sir.


i was very reflective, and mindful throughout all of our sessions Sir - until the last one. i noticed how when You hugged me at first, i would hug You but not strongly, to the end of the sessions on the second day where there was no inhibition to hugging You Sir.


in terms of mental preparation i kept that centeredness in me Sir, focusing on the hear and now, and not thinking or worrying on the past of future Sir. as time went on, it was easier to do that Sir.


for the most part i found it very natural and easy to serve You Sir. You were very good at making sure i knew what i should do or setting expectations.


the one thing i struggled with Sir physically was my muscles. i had trained so hard at the gym i was aching all over, and it made it harder to move, and to be flexible enough for You sometimes. with the forced weights i struggled more, as i was physically tired from the gym, and i found some of the bondage positions harder because of that - as opposed to how You had tired me up.


the final session was the one i was most nervous about, i was still worried about whether i could cope with a higher pain session after “the pegs”. instead You did something very different which i will speak about in the next question Sir.



What was left in your mind after the training


i hope this does not come over as melodramatic Sir, but i felt You had restored part of my soul.


it is a horrible thing to be full of doubt and fear. to serve is so natural for me, but the doubt and fear makes me doubt myself.


You helped move me another step through that. it is still there, but different.


i am more confident in myself, and what i might want, and when it comes to serving.


i have spoken about centredness through out these questions. at the end of the training i felt truly centered and content Sir. i felt peaceful and stronger.


i also felt myself in that final session just focus on You, and what You were doing to me Sir, no mindfulness, no reflections, just the void Sir.


i also felt very thankful to You!

slave phil

Chasing ...

Dreams



Far away from the world there is a place where we rest at the end of the day


It is a unique place made specifically for you


In it you live what life does cannot provide you


It is built of memories past, some made long ago and others still fresh in the mind from yesterday, filled with feelings and emotions that we sometimes cannot even comprehend


New connections are made within, making balance between what really is and is not, exploring and reaching as far as your imagination can take you


There is no control over what happens, but we give in to it without even knowing the reason


All we know is that all will be better afterwards if we accept them at the correct time



Not all dreams are calm and peaceful


Some exist that catch you off guard and seek to trap you in a place you cannot escape from


What makes the difference between the quiet dream and the nightmare is our perception of it and our ability to cope with what is shown



Nevertheless, good or bad, all dreams vanish as we awake




Some are able to recollect what has happened




Three questions were made to two who have touched them


For you, they will tell their story


Enjoy

A Master's agenda - Year 2014 Summary

I would like start by saying that for this year I planned not doing more than 12 sessions


Due to changes of work, my time is not as extended as it was in the past and my availability for doing them is diminishing rapidly


Nevertheless I did 14 sessions, more than I initially predicted


Preparing a two hour session involves just setting up the gear and choosing a theme for the play (should probably say three hours as it takes about one hour to put everything back in place and clean all objects that have been in more intimate contact with my slaves)


Preparing an initiation involves convincing my partner to host the slave, setting up the house to have him, preparing food to be eaten during his stay and setting up the proper mindset to train him


As you can imagine the cleaning up takes more than a couple of hours (sometimes a week)


These sessions are set with at least a month in advance



For the preparation of the final training it takes close to three months of preparations and demands that I take holidays during the training as it involves my 24h dedication to the task at hand


It is by far the most demanding of the trainings and one that only the most promising slaves will have the honor to see it done by my hands



My trainings do not come cheap on body and mind for both slave and Master


As such I select those that I see worth of living them



I would like to say that every slave out there is worthy of my time


But that is false



Every experience that I have offered is meant to change the world within



That does not mean that you will be able to feel it


That will depend at the point of the path you are in



Being in contact with me, exchanging messages and seeing my face does not grant you the right to be my slave



Having a date in my agenda does


Proving that you have what it takes, showing proper manners during a conversation and showing you have the strength and seriousness do survive it is a precondition


But showing that you need my training to pass to the next stage is what will make me take you above all things



I am above all a slave trainer


And I enjoy a good challenge

The Prize Lived - Reflections

There is a clear distinction between imagination and reality

There are practical aspects to consider

While my part as a teacher is to supply your needs of knowledge for you to take the step as a true slave, as you become my property your life becomes one of fulfilling my needs


My only concern from that point on is your well being and giving you a place in my life where you are useful and where you can look at yourself and say that you are where you are needed

If you will find satisfaction in that place is not for me to care about

Your motivations for doing so are none of my concern as well


If you do it out of love, hate, fear or the mere desire to run away from having to make decisions is your secret to keep

You will get plenty of time to think about it while you serve

My place as your owner is to give you a no way out contract


The moment you sign it I will take your life and shape it the way I want it

You will have nothing other than a place to stay at my side


No special gear, no toys, no fashionable clothing

I will not have you as a manequin, but as a true servant

I will set what you will do from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep

You will eat what I tell you to, dress what I give you and do what I want you to


Gladly

You will give me all and I will take it

There will be pain


There will be discomfort


There will be humiliation


There will be bullying


There will be loneliness

To survive you will have to learn to take the better moments that you live and balance them with the worse ones

I will not chain you to the wall if you choose to leave

But if you do before the contract is finished you will leave with that almost empty bag, no papers, no money, no one to contact, a chain around your neck and a cage around your cock on a foreign country

I expect you to know how things will play out before you commit to such a contract


And I expect you to fulfill it to the end

If this is your dream, I may offer you that if you so desire



The price to pay for such a privilege is big, but the price to keep it is even greater


And I will only choose the best amongst the best

It is a slave's dream

The ability to survive it is just for a true slave

The Prize - Lived

It is seven in the morning.


The clock rings and I wake up from my light sleep.


This was not a pleasant night.

My cock began to harden while I slept. Being locked in its cage I was left not with a hard-on but with the pain of a struggling cock. Had to take a cold shower afterwards to cool it down and sleep took some time to come again.


I force myself out of bed.

Naked but locked nevertheless I look at the mirror examining my body.

The signs of possession are there.

The cage still prevents me from having the privilege of self pleasure and the metal collar a constant reminder of the contract I have signed.

My body is stronger from all the time I've spent at the gym these couple of months but I feel weaker and more submissive that I've had before.

My life has changed more than I imagined when I accepted the contract. But this is the part I chose to play.


It is time to go.


My Master awaits me.



I make the bed and wash my face.

I open up the bag that holds my worldly possessions. A book to read, a dildo, a butt plug and some lube to comfort myself if I get too lonely, a phone with one number on, a key and a change of clothing that was selected for me to use today. There is nothing more that I need.


I dress myself, lock the bag and close the door.

I leave the boarding house that my Master has selected for me.

It is not a fancy place. Just a room with a bed and a small toilet for me to sleep in and to rest at the end of the day.


The place where everything happens is in His house and the place where I belong.

That this where I am heading to.

I have to be there before He wakes up and assume my position as His servant.



I open up the door of a quiet dark house and go to the spare room to prepare myself.

I strip of all the clothing I bring and set it aside.

In a drawer I find the shackles that will bind me.

There is no key to open them once closed. Their key is in the possession of my Master and his partner and I serve both with this body of mine as this was His command.


I sit on the cold floor and I wait that they wake up, holding my legs with my arms. The silence is calming and I let myself be lost for while until the time comes to be of service.



I hear a faint ring of an alarm clock on the other room.

My Master's partner has woken up.

A few moments after the door opens and he greets me by my name. I greet him back as he heads over to the bathroom to wash up.


I get up and move slowly not to make too much noise with my chains.

I open up the blinds that cover the house and I set myself to the kitchen to make his breakfast. I leave it in the living room and return to the floor on the spare room where I was before.


Some time after I hear him ready to leave. I get up and meet him at the door to wish him a nice day and he wishes me back as he goes.


I grab the dirty plates and return them to the kitchen and I start the preparations to meet my Master.

I head up to the bathroom to wash myself in the cold water. Everything must be clean inside and out.



It is time to wake Him.


I lube my ass and head over to the bedroom where He still sleeps.


I enter His bed and lay there.

His warm body moves on top of my cold one. His cock rubs itself upon my defenseless ass and I am greeted with a painful hard-on on my side.

To brush the pain aside I greeting him with a good morning. He leans against my neck and greets me back arousing me even more, knowing that it will give me more pain and discomfort.

He puts His warm cock inside my ass and takes me. Without a command and without any struggle.


I am His to use and abuse.


Having taken His pleasure on me I am ordered to get up and prepare everything as he goes to the bathroom to freshen up.

And so I do.

I get up from the bed and pick up His clothing. The shirt and pants that I ironed yesterday and His shoes that I waxed and polished to shine perfectly in His feet.

I return to the kitchen to prepare His food to take to work. Everything is already set so I only have to put everything in place inside the bag.


After that I return to my place in the spare room, and I take a few moments to rest and watch my Master doing his morning workout.

When He is finished it is my task to prepare Him for work.

I grab his clothing that I bring near me so that I can dress Him. I place his underwear on His feet and kiss His cock before covering it. Then his shirt that I button one by one in place and finally his pants.

He sits down while I place his socks and shoes in place. I am given some time to see if everything is perfect.

He leaves the room to take his breakfast and I go grab his bag and wait at the door.

After He finishes the breakfast I hand Him his bag and departs as I wish Him a good day.



The lights are off again and I am alone in the house. Naked and chained with nowhere to go... but with plenty to do.

I take care of the dirty dishes and start the cleaning of the house. Dust removed, floors washed and wiped, laundry ironed and placed in its proper place.


I have become the guardian of His house.

Despite the chains holding me down, I was entrusted with the house to take care of in His absence. It is part of my job as a slave. Making sure that everything is clean and functioning. Making myself recognized as a valuable part of my Master's life and not a burden in His hands.

My Master likes valuable tools that can be used to do a good job. It is my job to make Him proud of having chosen me to be on His set.


Besides setting the house in place my job is also to take care of myself, polishing me to look good in His eyes.

A good craftsman keeps his tools as clean as the job he does with them, He says.

He lets me keep my hair as long as it is kept short but from there down there should be no fur in sight.

Everything must be clean shaven as a slave has no need for signs of masculinity. The only sign a slave should care about is the sign of ownership around his neck.

I shave myself once a week from top to bottom. And today is a special day to do so.


After all is done I sit on the floor and study my lessons for today.

One of the tasks on my spare time is the learning of my Master's language so I can communicate with ease and not require help while I am out of the house. It is hard but with nothing more to do even the hard becomes manageable.


Time passes by quickly.

It is time to prepare lunch.

I assume my place in the kitchen and make the food.

As I am doing it my Master's partner arrives.


I go and greet him and he greets me back by name.

Unlike my Master, he does not see me as a slave. He treats me kindly and we talk openly about everything. He is one of the few contacts in the real world I can talk to and he offers me a line to connect to my old self.

Sometimes I only wish to be a slave but in other moments I wish to feel my binds unchained to breathe a bit for air. He offers me that I am grateful for it.


I set the table for two and keep him company as we eat. He tells me about his work and what has happened and I listen to him. My life is gone and I live through them as I have nothing to tell.

Once food is done I take the plates out and clean them. When finished I come to him and I am unchained.

I pick the chains and to the room here I have my clothing. I put the chains in its place and get dressed.

I go and meet him and we leave the house. He leads me to the supermarket for shopping and I take the grocery that is needed. I do not have a single cent on my wallet as I have no wallet so he pays up and I carry them.

We arrive at my Master's house and I put the groceries in place. I pick up my bag and ask authorization for my leave which is given.

It is gym time.


I head there and prepare myself for my workout. It is one of the few times I have for myself during the day to do what I want. I come here five times a week except for the weekend where I am entirely used by my Master. I work as hard as I can until I am close to blacking out.

Only the strong survive in this game. My mind has to be as strong as my body and how I show myself defines how long I will stay in His service.


Eyes roll over my body as I train. They see me as meat to be eaten but I ignore them. I am owned and have no wish to fulfill no other desires than that of my Master.

The gym is done for today and I head out to the locker room. This is one of my most difficult moments of the day.

I undress myself and try to cover myself trying not to show my cage to anyone. I could do it but as I was ordered not to parade I keep it hidden from sight to avoid questions I do not wish to answer.

I take my shower and get dressed.


I leave the gym and take the transportation.

My path stops at a bus stop.

I sit and wait for my Master to come.


I am never sure of the time of His arrival. But I know of my punishment if I am not there when He comes.


I feel the wind blowing in my face and the leaves moving.

I see the buses passing by and the people entering and leaving.

I see new faces and old faces running around trapped in their everyday cycle.

I look at them and evaluate what my life is now. Am I free or am I locked is the thought in my mind.

The more I look the more it seems that what I was given was not a chain to be locked on but the key to the freedom I so much desired.

There is still a part of me that feels the need to move into that circle again but the more I see those who pass by me the more I feel that that is not my place anymore.



My wait today was not long and I see my Master coming out of the bus. I get up and greet him once more.

He gives me his bag and we head back to his house.

The route is long but it is one that I enjoy as I have Him close to me again. My place is by His side.


We enter the house.

I resume my position as a naked chained slave in His presence once more and set the food ready for dinner.

As they dine I stand there serving my Master's needs.

Once they are done I take everything away and eat on the floor next to my Master's feet as he watches TV.

The world from that electronic window seems like that of a movie. An unreal reality only there for entertainment as I am no longer a citizen of the world. Just an owned slave under the rule of my omnipotent Master.


Once I have eaten I head to my room and await my Master to arrive.

He offers me some of his spare time to review the language lesson of today, giving me encouragement for my achievements and some painful reminders for my errors. I enjoy both as they are my gift from my most beloved Master.

Unchained again by my Master I am given my release for today.

I get dressed and say good night as I leave for the boarding house.


The route is short and I am once more in my empty room where I strip down and head for the bed.


I read some more of my book letting time pass before bedtime.

I close it down and turn lights out.


I think about what will happen tomorrow and what my Master will do to me as I will be in His service for the entire weekend. My cock still fights against the cage longing for that moment once more.

I let those thoughts die in the pillow.

I taste my earned bittersweet dreams.



And I wish you all a good night.

The Prize - Detailed

My original offer for a permanent slave is and will be the one specified on the post

A new Path: My offer 

You are free to re-read it if you wish

Nevertheless for the slave that fits the true slave ideal, I can offer something more

As I have no interest in having a slave sleeping in my house every single day, I will provide a place for you to sleep at night and to be for some hours alone in your thoughts

During the day you will be bound to work at my house


Naked and chained

In the afternoon after all work is done, you will get a chance to exercise yourself at a gym so you can maintain your physical abilities

After the gym you will have to return to my house and serve me again and be allowed to go to rest after dinner

During the weekends and holidays you will be at my service for the full day

For the duration of your contract you will be stripped of everything you have and every moment in your life will become dependent of me

There will be no contact with your world again


Papers, money, phones will be lost and all your online identities will cease to exist or become under my absolute control

Everything you eat, drink and dress will be my decision to make.

Every action you do will be mine to command

A collar around your neck and a cage on your cock will become your permanent companions on this journey

If I see fit I will also entertain myself training you to other aspects other than slave training

Languages, martial arts, philosophy, physical trainings or any other aspect I see you lacking of I will be your trainer

My goal is to make you better in everything you do so you will be able to serve me better

That demands time and trust


Something only a long time contract can provide

In the next post I will expose a day in the life of a slave committed in such a contract

The Prize - Proposed

For many slaves this is a dream


In their minds this is perceived as the culmination of all the training they have received and all the work they made to please their Master




All dreamers deserve a dream

So I will give you one



For dreams to become real, there is a price to be paid


My price is the fulfillment of my training



The weekend


The week


The month


The 5th step of slavery read and understood




There are no shortcuts in this game
 

Anyone that offers himself for the prize without earning, it will be dismissed like all of those that have asked before


The price is high indeed


But without the training, you will not understand what it means to be a slave in my hands and you will not be able to endure what is implied in a long term contract



It is unfair to make slaves go after a carrot only to find it missing in the hand that was holding it



My hand holds the carrot


It is tightly secured and I will not let go until I find a slave worthy of it



In my view this is not something that necessarily has to happen


In fact, I have no desire to provide it for any slave




This prize is reserved for the true slave


But I will allow you to see it




In the next posts you expose you to the dream




Enjoy

The end of the rainbow

I have seen many stories unroll in my time



Stories of slaves seeking new adventures with new masters, looking to try more intense situations and for longer than before



Trying out every experience in the book


Enjoying every feeling that comes from it



I would like to tell you that there will always be something more after you've achieved the top floor



There is indeed



But the path from that point is down




As you try out every drug in the business the previous one seems less and less appealing and does not quench your thirst any more




This is probably the most important crossroad in a slave's life



The options presented are


- As you cannot find any more pleasure in playing it, you quit


- As the role you play cannot give you any more to learn you try out the other role


- As you feel your limits have been reached you break all safety barriers and go the extra mile


- You have found the place to stay and you decide to do so




Whatever option you choose, I will not be the judge of that choice nor should anyone other than you




Make a wise and conscious decision



Don't regret it afterwards

The 100% question

There lives within us both the part that desires to lead and the part that desires to be led


Some translate those desires into the slave and the master role



While there are those that choose a side to play in there are also those that choose to stand in the middle


They call themselves the switchers



I find nothing wrong with this choice



This game is more complex than it seems and sometimes there is the need within to search for the answer you could not find while playing the other side


At first this option allows you to explore the best role that suits you and gives you the chance to see what it feels to be on the other end of the rope


As you grow older and more experienced you will find yourself directed to the side that best suits your needs


Nevertheless there is an implicit rule to this game


Once you start playing it with someone you should stick to the role you selected



There is nothing worse than having someone proclaim himself to be your Master and then in the middle of a session finding Him handing you the cuffs and telling you to lock him because it is his turn


The same happens to a slave that wishes to overpower his Master and that does not recognize Him in his part



In both cases presented there is a big disrespect to the one you are with



To build expectations only to find them destroyed by someone who doesn't understand what it truly means to play it




Rules should be set before playing the game and this is the first rule to set


Who will play what role




A serious player will most probably not accept someone who just wants to joke around



As a piece of warning, you should know that serious masters will never give you a chance for you to sub them


In some cases you may be offered either a quick exit or a very destructive and painful experience where you will be shown your place



Regarding my personal choice, I decided long ago to play exclusively on the master role


It is the part that better suits me and the one where my abilities can better be put to use



Being a master or a slave is not a matter of strength or lack of it


It is a matter of commitment to the choice made and a desire to be the best at what you do



Being a switch means that you will have to have the double of the strength as you will have to disconnect yourself from the part you will not play



That is more easily achieved if you play a specific part with someone



Whatever you choose to play the important thing is that you do it and you play as well as you can


The more you play it the better you will be at it




If you like playing both roles you are free to do so


But set how this will be played




It is the only way you will find enjoyment in this game

Dualities: The muse

Music exists since the beginning of time


It is the most powerful form of communication ever made


Music has been used as a way to celebrate a victory, to connect with the sacred, to express feelings and emotions and to establish a place within a community



Music is not an exclusive of human kind


It is a part of our heritage from before humans existed



Even when it exists without words, every music has a message within


Only our ears and minds stand in the way of comprehending it



What is the trick you may ask to understanding its true meaning



Forgetting the form that conveys the message


Forgetting the lines that bind the words


Looking within for the connection to your true feelings



It is the heart that as to understand it first


Then the mind will follow




I give you three songs to hear and the words that come with it


Three styles and three messages that connect


Look beyond and find what is hidden




Perhaps in them you will find yourself



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WhoMadeWho - Running Man

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Sophie Ellis-Bextor - Only One

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The Rasmus - Time to Burn

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Q & A - What is the worth of a training

For many years I have called myself a slave trainer



I have trained slaves in the ways of servitude and submission, exploring their fears and desires to the extent they can take


It is my belief that a slave can fit in whatever life his Master wants him to, be that as a pleasure toy, a pain toy, a dog, a servant or a mere object that adorns the house where your Master resides in



But do you think you can live a life that way


Every path should start with full knowledge


Knowledge of the reasons that push you towards this life, of the rewards that you can expect from living it and of the expectations of the one you will serve



Nothing comes without sacrifice


And the slave is the one who must sacrifice the most



Why I, as a Master and a possible Owner, would be willing to offer the trainings to those that may never become mine is sometimes hard to explain, but I'll sum it up for you



I like doing it



If I did not like to play this game the words you are reading now would never have been written



Remember nevertheless that there is more to these words that needs to be learned


Words do not offer all the dimensions that this knowledge hides


A slave has to truly understand them in the flesh



Why would I want to own a slave that knows nothing of what it means to be a slave nor what it implies

Why would any master want that



Moulding a slave takes time


Many years in some cases, with success many times never arriving


That dedication to a slave is something that does not come cheap, so the better prepared a slave comes into his Master's hand the easier it will be to take him, trimming the edges instead of the whole body and the most enjoyment the Master will be able to take from his slave in the time he possesses him



Someone has to take the first step in that preparation


And I just happened to be on your path this time as it has happened to other masters in the past


The more you hold on to something the easier it is for it to fall from your hand. In my view that also happens to slaves



A heart has to be given by your own free will and no inexperienced slave will be able to do that


A strong and determined hand has to hold the pen that writes the contract that will change his life forever



My training is intended to help a slave achieve that



It will not be my hand holding a slave down but the one setting you free when all that needs to be taught is done


It will be by your own free will that you will return for the next step in your life



I will not keep your chain warm for your arrival as you may never return


But if your heart is warm to the moments and emotions shared from the experience then I will be happy for the both of us



That is the reward in the teachings that I seek


All else is an extra


A cherry on top of the cake



Feel free to apply to me or any other master willing to take you



It is better to know and dislike it than to never learn and forever live in doubt




Perhaps you will like it

Master

A curious word with many meanings


Plenty of those meanings fit the reason why I call myself that



The one that resonates better in me is that of a person who has knowledge and is willing to teach that knowledge to another



In this game that word also becomes one of the roles that play it


I take that role when play M/s scenarios


I dominate those who wish to serve and submit


Those that need to serve and submit



I consider myself an advanced player


I do not take this role out of need or to gloat over my "achievements"


I do not get high on having the ultimate power over slaves



I do so to relay my message to those that seek me out

A message of knowledge and exploration of all that a slave hides inside his mind and heart



The path of discovery is a dangerous one for both players in the game


One can easily get lost on the way


The slave can be let on the direction of self-destruction and a master can be let into addiction to the power that he holds


Both are equally bad in the end



In my game I play that part as the pillar, maintaining control and balance over the set of events allowing the slave to unravel the emotions and motivations bottled inside and setting a safe ground for it to happen


That is the place where true mastery shows itself and one that requires both discipline, patience and experience


And that is why I call myself a Master



The knowledge that comes from playing this for so long is not one sided


All that comes is observed by all although not always understood


It is my privilege to share and explain what happens so that the slave can evolve from the point it was



My game is not just words and supposed fairy tales


The words I write are matched by equally powerful ways to bound bodies and minds to my wishes


Those that have had contact with me in the past could assess that as you can if one day you decide to come serve me for a training session



My way does not work for all as different slaves have different requirements, but if my words resonate well with you perhaps my path can help you go the next step in your evolution in the role you like to play



I do not aim for ownership as that will only happen when you can make that judgment by yourself unclouded from made up fantasies and fears


Until then my play is as a slave trainer


And I like to do it well

The unknown: First contact

Any battle to be won should be prepared in advance


Luck may favor the bold, but the amount of attempts may discourage many on their route


This may seem like an unimportant step, but it is the first one where the chance to be with the one you want can forever be lost


Finding those that share your interests and are willing to take you are always hard to find, even if you have broad interests and a willingness to go all the way



After viewing a profile of your interest there are things that should stick to your mind


What he is searching for, what common interests you share and those you don't share, his physical location and your ability to meet him if the opportunity arises



After taking this step it is time to start a conversation



It is preferable to try few approaches, but do something personalized than to send automatic "same-for-all" messages


I am sure you do not like spam on your mailbox so try not to go that way


It is quite easy to spot those messages and it is a real turn off



A first message doesn't need to be a Pulitzer prize but should show your interest in him.



If your offer does not match his (both top or into different scenes for example) you will need to supply a connection point on that conversation as soon as possible


Interest fades quickly so it is better to hit while hot


As a general rule there should be reciprocity in the amount of exposure that one should do, independently of the role played


A name for a name, a face for a face, objectives for objectives



In my game I discard any person that by the second message iteration after I present my name and face does not do the same


That just means there is no interest in proceeding


Another turn-off comes from forgetfulness


Not being able to remember the place where the conversation ended is a bad trade



The first messages should be used for presentation purposes, to build a connecting bridge between players


After that, work should be done to strengthen and widen it, step by step


Going too quickly or too slow will make the catch fly away



Being able to find that balance takes practice


But unless you take the chance you will never achieve what you proposed yourself to do.



So give it a shot when ready

The five steps of slavery - The final step

Hello to all



I am glad you have found the previous chapters to your liking



As you may have noticed, this story is composed of five chapters




The final chapter has already been written



The words that are encased in it are not pornographic or have any explicit content that requires any type of censorship



Nevertheless I see that for the untrained mind these words can destroy more than they can build



As such, I decided will not publish it



For those that prove themselves worthy by going through all the stages of my training I will grant them a chance to read it


The words can grant freedom to the shackled mind or forever bind the undecided into the path of slavery



It is a crosspath presented


One that requires a proper guide




If you find yourself tempted by my words, then you know what must be done



Regards


Master Joseph

Message in the bottle

A new year has started where the ashes of the previous one is laid to rest




Wishes have been made at the sound of the midnight bells


Some of them require divine intervention to come true


Others more mundane require only a willful mind and a commitment to what needs to be done




There are no easy paths


Nothing comes without a price



A choice is made at each crossroad




No walk should start without a map to what lies ahead


To what you will find at the end of your journey.



No path should be started without the strength to do so


Without these you will walk random




Only luck will keep you from getting lost along the way





For those that have already set their paths in my direction I will welcome you soon


For those that have yet to decide on what path to take, I hope that in this new year you will be able to find your wish at the end of the tunnel



Clear your minds from all doubts



Gain the knowledge you lack to take the next step forward


Do so with the confidence required to not regret it afterwards




This is my wish for you all



Happy New Year